fallen

today was her last day with the company. i'm still feeling lost and a tinge of sadness came over me when i was looking through the photos we took this evening. i'm left all alone with all the work for now. there's lots of things i never attempt before and i gotta face it all by myself. perhaps this is the best way for me to be independent and absorb as much as i can before the new executive comes in. i don't know how long i can endure alone. 1 week, 1 month? argh. i dont want to turn into a white hair demon within this period! help me.

that day, the executive (Alice) told me she liked the way we were for the past 1 week. i liked it too. perhaps it's because i know she's leaving and my attitude changed. we had a chat after finishing 1 interview. that was the first time we held an interview together (though i spoke less than 10 sentences) and also the last. she said she felt hurt when i said those harsh things to her. so today i wrote her a letter secretly and left it inside the bag of gift i got for her. i really thank her for bringing me into HR. without her, i wouldnt be here. without her, i wouldnt be in this company too with all the nice colleagues i've met.

with her departure, i wondered how much longer i can stay in this company? will the next executive be better or more demanding? will i be able to adapt under the new working style? should i save more money now and take a short break next year?

so many question marks. who will answer my questions for me?

Michelle. that song you sent me has been on repeat mode for at least 10 times liao. really nice. i know you love it. i love it too. pls date me for dinner, shopping, whatever after your exams okay? cling cling cling.

-off to bed.

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

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