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Back home from Cwp.feeling a bit tired now..haa.think i'm the 2nd one to be online bah...no one is here except for Cheryl.alighted the earliest with Camel yun. had yoshinoya for dinner..was expecting Pizza Hut de..haha...but it's okay. enjoyed the simple meal too..

took alot of pic today sia..all of us crazy le.but seem a long time since all of us went out..
yun: after you send cher the photos, i will be the second horr...don't forget please.

he smsed me this noon.asking me not to think too much and treat this as a break from each other for a day or two.. at first felt a bit "an wei" that he smsed me.but after seeing the message, not so ok le. during today gathering with them..can say that i am always thinking of him..
if i have a chance to talk to him, i will ask him whether we will be celebrating new year together. and hoepfully it will be a yes..

oli called this eve. from her tone, can sense that something not so correct because she will not ask me out for nth...maybe meeting her tml after work.. hey you, just talked to you yesterday. you seem okay de ah..consoling me all these stuffs..look on the bright side lor..we shall be there to help each other ah!! remember, we are the only frens of each other in class..how am i to survive without you right?! don't put on ur FF so often...uses your 'act idiot' tactic..that's what you taught me...take care alright..? hmm...see you.



at the office now.will be celebrating yun's birthday in advance today..heee..will be meeting up with them again..seem that we only meet on each other's birthday..talked with Kevin yesterday noon..sad to know that lufang had broken up with him. they're together for almost 2 years le lor..and conincidentally, she broke up with him on the day he received my x'mas card!!! Oh...i still wishes them the best in the card..haa, he must have hate me alot. glad to hear him alright.i thought he will be in depression but he is not.. maybe he is trying to hide his feelings to all of us. can tell that his family is very concerned for him..afterall they thought that lufang will never break with him...who knows...so unpredictable lor...

i have redo the cushion for him...hopefully i can get to pass to him the next time i see him. will he still want to meet me? hmm..hope so. shall not try to think too much.shi ni de, jiu shi ni de..bu shi ni de, jiu bu shi ni de.. see you all later~

2 more days to end our nightmares..shall go slack around le.haa...one colleague is busy filing her fingernails..one is surfing the net aimlessly besides me.one is making coffee..one is blogging.only 2 are working..haah...



Sunday. i'm not feeling happy again. met up with yun py oli they alll..8 of us.full strength. had dinner at Tanglin Mall Food Court. Teppanyaki. Don't really feel happy yesterday. i got a feeling that i won't be able to continue this relationship anymore...

Was thinking alot these few days...don't dare to tell anyone what i'm thinking. i seriously think that i'm losing my faith in this relationship.maybe ending it earlier will be better to me. i always feel that he don't love me at all. can say that he nv sms or call me nowadays. So in return, i also seldoms sms him..watched Scary Movie 3 with him yesterday. was only wearing skirt and tee and it was Damn COld. Realllly cold..but all he did was to hold me only once..on the cab home, i was holding him very tight as i was really cold.but his reaction was "need to be so kuan zhang or not"..wah, i let go immediately.smsed him "home." when i reached home. never heard from him since then... maybe i am those type of girl who really hope to have lots of attentions from bf.since he cant do that, why should i carry on?

had alot of fun with him..will miss him alot alot if we're going stop here.

he used to say that we'll get marry after this 2 years because his sergeant told him before that if a girl is to wait for him..she's the one. both of us love kids.i used to visualize we 2 together holding our kids...but now, all i think of is how am i to carry on my life without him.maybe i am thinking too far ahead. shall have a talk with him soon. i'm the first of you all to start our relationships and i shall be the first to end it......


home not long ago.met up with him and his family.had our dinner at Keppel Club.did i spell it correctly?hmm..it was a buffet dinner..total of 11 person..ate alot..really alot.started at around 7pm and finished at around 10pm.think the waitress also cant stand us.other tables came after us, finished and left but we are still there.had 2/3 rounds of desserts..mango pudding was nice..for the 2nd time in my life, had frogs' legs again..had beef again.this time, the frogs' legs was nicer..haaa..had fish too!!! oh gosh..think i've break my own record again..enjoyed today's dinner..dont feel as extra as last time..

feeling a bit sleepy now.shall i redo my cushion for him? i think i shall make him a nicer, bigger and fuller |Ove Cushion full of my LOve for him..whahaha..sound so mushy..what nice movie to watch nowadays huh?! Scary Movie 3? Ju-On2? School Of Rock? Sound of Colours?

Hohoho..Christmas ended 46 minutes ago..just home not long ago from ting's house..had a good laugh just now.. i think my last visit to her house was her birthday in May..haa.so long ago.ate egg prata just now..eee, not very nice.

alright, rewind a bit..back to X'mas eve..things turned out good before i knocked off yesterday. had this "quarrel" with him in Msn and talked everything out..almost cried out in the office.but, i ren..try not to cry..bear and bear with it. he called at around 5 plus in a perfectly al-right tone..so after work, i went home and rushed out my BIG Project..haha...finished it at around 8pm and went over his place..he said that it is nice though a bit out of shape, not enough cotton, wordings a bit out of place, stitching a bit not skilful enough..hmmm, think i really done well for it..hahaa.waited for him to change and we went to clementi to eat our "dinner"..i had laksa and he took 2 bowls of minced meat noodle.took train to Paisr Ris..both of us almost vomitted.met his frens and we went to fisherman's village.damn crowded and we went to somewhere near the inddor stadium.it's a nice place there..played blackjacks with his friends.played till 6 plus and went to his place because his friend sent us home..damn tired.slept until 4 plus and had a bit of steamboat..

blah blah blah..then went home then went to meet ting and py and here i am..going to sleep soon le.everyone countdown with me k? 5 more days to go..haha..31th dec!!!..


hOw cOme things doesn't turn out the way i want it to.? Perhaps this won't be a joyous xmas for me.

argh!!! so pek cek..i posted one entry of mine and it disappeared.got to write again..hope that monster wont come in early today..was at town with Cher yesterday..wah, it was "quite" crowded there..everywhere there is people..roads jammed..pathways jammed.everywhere also jammed..saw "snow" for the 1st time in Orchard Road..was walking to WheelOcks Place when the snow started falling..people got to wait for it but we did'nt and we managed to catch it..

CHERYL LIM Kai Yuen should be HONOURED to have me to shop with her. Legs super tired walking from PS to Heeren to Paragon to Taka to Borders to Heeren and finally to Busstop.walking all the way without any resting. So long since we 2 went out and i saw someone!!! my last time favourite...Lionel..hahaha...was walking out from Taka and saw him opening the glass dooor..cannot imagine that it's him!! Can said that i never see him outside school one.thank cher, maybe you bring me luck.hahaa...saw some other girls from Bs too..not impt person though,CHeryl and Shi Min and Jia en..haa..Shi Min is still that pretty as before.so envious of her.

reached home at about 11pm.there's jam and luckily we 2 are clever.walked one busstop ahead and i managed to get a seat through the long journey..have my late Dinner and helped my bro wrapped his present..gong gong him bought a Elle watch for $100..told him abt the Swatch watch and he regretted nt buying it..haha...TOOT!!!! there's 20% at Vincent's Watches somemore.!!! Started doing my stuff at around 12. did the cutting on newspapers before cutting it on the cloth. good suggestion by my bro..haha.do and watched guess^3 at the same time.didn't managed to finish it by last night..haha, sorry cher, told u i will finish it by last night..haha

Hope he will appreciate what i did for him.. though it is something cheap, it contains my sweat, my blood and my tears..haha..sound so kuan zhang.but really, hope he'll cherish it..shall start my work now..this Excel is taking me forever to finish it..hope time pass faster today..

Will be meeting my Dearest Ying today..hohoho.so long never see her le.miss her badly. alright, see you girls tonight or tomorrow bah..Merry X'mas.hohohohohoho~!


home not long ago..was at jurongg point with py and ting.headache now.stomach got funny feeling.feel like sleeping now le. didn't manage to get him anything today..sux!! jP was supeer crowded lorr..hates the crowd. bought something cheap for myself..and something for yun and oli. not exp but is the thoughts that count bah..

went over his place to pass him the Lao Po Bing..sometimes quite envy his family.they always seem so happy together. maybe my dear should change his temper abit..quite fiery at times..make me scared of him sometimess. when he's pek cek, all i can do is to keep quiet without of any help to him at all...shall go sleep soon le. hope to see you all during christmas.see ya.

i'm home..back from the airport. fetched his mom and sis and we went to Geylang to eat..today really Da Kai Yan Jian...see the ugly side of Geylang..Yucks, those girls really have no pride.mostly China Women and Filippino..nvm abt that. had frog' leg congee and beef hor fun..both i never eat b4...my 1st time delicated to them le..his dad said they eat everything that can be eaten except human..haa... went Taka with him this noon.he's the one doing all the shopping. spent $100 plus on 2 toy cars and perfume. he got himself Ck Eternity.hmm, quite nice..

my elder bro is back from Hk..bought me a perfume too..i like it sia.like it alot alot.at first dont really like it one.but after some time the smell is gooood. he said it will not be found in Spore.except DFS.wah, i love him!!! next time remeber to smell me hor.....wahaha..

Yun: i got a bad new for you all.i got a feeling that he is celebrating with his friends on xmas eve.what shall i do? he asked me which sides should he go..both sides are his friends one..i said dont know..shit shit. one is a bbq at batok.another one i dont know..argh.siao liao lah. someone please HELP!!!!

i think you all can see how free and bored i am..i can actually blog for so many times a day.back from his home 53 mins ago.luckily i was few mins earlier.almost caught in the midnight charges.reached my place then got 5 cents midnight charges.it was raining when i left..the weather was so nice that i wish i can lie down and sleep immediately.he sent me down to wait for a cab.that idiot boy took off his slippers and walked because the floor is damn slippery..he called me when i'm in the cab.haha..an auntie saw him walking without his slippers and laughed at him..

sometimes i think he can be quite insensitive towards my feelings..or perhaps i am being too petty...little things he said can make me mood swing immediately..eee, i dont want to be like Yun!!haaa..what will you all be doing on sunday, tomorrow? my weekends seem to be coming to an end soon..going to start work again.my god.got 8 more days to endure..PY, ganbatte..8 more days to freedom..wahaha...

shall we ALL go clubbing on one day? after that day ting asked me..i got a strong urge to go..wahhaa..but i scared to let him know ah.alright..shall stop here.

Ps: one more point to haolian on...hahaa..his friend said that our lovegeity look good..wahahaa.is it i look good or he look good? maybe more to me right? hor? correct?


raining quite heavily now.the skies outside look blur

He's sleeping now and i got nothing to do.he said want to go Xmas shopping at Taka but he's still sleeping.One whole noon wasted. watched Xi JIe Shao Nian at home just now.saw one scene and it made me teared. the girl told Meng Zhe that she dont like him at all becos she scared her gangster dad will harm them. so she gt to marry a guy she dont like in the end. sad mah? dont know why see this kind of scenes will make me cry one. too emotional le bah...

just now while changing to go out, realized that i had put on weight le. last time i used to have very deep hole near my neck..but now dont have le.felt so scared ah. he said that if both of us become fat, we will go on a Love Diet..Shou Shen Nan Nu..wahaha.

Idiot Yun..blogging now.ignoring me at Msn.i am feeling so bored.shall go watch 7 Sisters le. i bet you'll are enjoying ur sat outside..sob.Poor me!! Got Da yi ma somemore!!!...hate it.next week how to go out with it?!

back from the movie not long ago..finally watched LOTR..a nice show.though i didn't catch the first 2 series but this one is reallly nice..didn't fell asleep during the show..oh..got one handsome inside the show.the elf.Orlando Bloom.so yandao.but a bit tooo fair le.got to emphasis again.it's a nice movie.go catch it.worth the $8.50..haaa

well, today not a awkward situation for me.both can talk to each other.haa..walked home from west mall after the movie.actually still got buses one...but he suggested walking us home.so nice of him.chatted along the journey back.but it's me and him lah..poor brother walking alone behind..haaa..my back is aching.the seat so louya.somemore at the side..

he's working tomorrow..so maybe i'll get to sleep till the noon? haa..hopefully i can. So long didn't enjoy a good night sleep le..he's going clubbbing tomorrow night? heard it just now..dont really like him to go but i'll still let him go..trust. hope he will say he dont want go and accompany me.well, dream on.haa.shall go slp in 15 mins time.the weather is soo nice..goot night all.


yUn: Hey..how's you le? don't think too much le ah.think too much also make yourself more unhappy only..i know it is being natural to feel paranoid.i do feel it at times too.but being over-paranoid will only make them turned off. still remember my that incident? also because i think too much,paranoid...if you reallly feel very unsecure, talk to him. let him know what you're thinking..maybe he'll be a little pek cek or angry.but at least he knows why you're like that..
your relationship with him is not that smooth-going, but you 2 had been together for 4 months, 1o days liao ah. not too long but also not very short ah. i know you will wish it to last.me too.hope we all will stay this way for as long as possible. so whatever thing, talk to him..more understanding..or talk to me/us? we'll allll Be Here.haa...for each other.. alright, shall stop here.take care.

at the office once again..weekends coming liao..hohoho.waited so long for this day to come.will be watching LOTR tonight at wm.hope i wont fall asleep.will be a 3-person outing tonight.with him and my bro..haa..funny right? 3 of us watching together...anyway, shui bian lah..we all so easy-going one.sure will be nice one..haa.

wanted to watch the movie last night but no tickets so my bro bought the tickets for tonight.clever bro..so went his house yesterday.reached at around 9.watched the channel 5 show together and a bit of Armed Reaction. After that, he played his SG and me leh? i just lie on the bed..don't want to fall asleep one ah!! But i still dozed off..after awhile, suddenly gt a feeling that someone is watching me.opened my eyes and saw him in front of me.haaa..wah!!! 11.20pm liao lor.i actually slept for 1 plus hr!
Time for me to go home..he sent me to the door only.but it's okay.took a cab home and get changed and washed up and off to bed again.wahaha..

i'm off to learn the typewriter now..so fun.haaa.don't blame me.never use a typewriter in my life before..see you girls horr.i got to meet you all soon.for shopping.can someone please fix a date??

at the office now..that idiot py made me happy for a moment and left me disappointed again. she was here at the office just now but she had to go back to Munch! Shit our officer...really dont like her.trying to make use of us to look after the shop.can't she go and hire another part-timer?

wanted to catch LOTR yesterday. actually going to jp to watch it but that gong gong one took the wrong bus so i had to alight at his busstop and waited for him.decided to go wm as it was quite late liao.went up to the cinema.wah..so crowded till we cannot even go in.he was quite pek cek by then.so i diam diam never talk..walked around and sit down and talked. he sent me home and the same stupid incident happenend again.he leaned on the wall again while talking to my bro!!! wahahaa..his black tee was stained again and both of us laughed like dont know what..passed him a bag for him to bring to work and we went for supper.watched him eat and he sent me home again..

so scared that if we meet everyday, we will slowly slowly drift away. but for now, i think both of us enjoy meeting each other.haahaa...seem that my everyday blog got to do with him hor.but what to do, i only see him and not you all!!haaa...

back at the office.nothing much to do now.That Demon is not here yet so quite easy for me now. really wishes that time will pass faster.really want to get out of this shit company. i guess i will never come back to this company again.

went to the airport yesterday.such a disappointment.didn't manage to see any plane.haaa..was at B.k all along. joy's bf got a funny name.we laughed our head off when we first heard it.we heard someone calling him "Yangyang" then sy was saying..yangyang in holland v?haa..then we asked joy..she said you yang..wahaha..then become "got goat"...the scenario so funny yesterday.they 2 like acting in tv series, those parting scenes..both dont want to go..look at each other with those looks on their faces.haa..so funny.sound bad of me to tease them..sy's aunt then suaned him..next time when i go abroad,he also like that. then he said i wont go abroad one hor...i gave him a hard stare when he said that. wah..i sound so loso man. 11am only.7 hours more to go.wish me luck.

i'm feeling so bored.at the shop now.managed to make only one sale since morning.will i be havin Mac with py later? haaa..she said she's coming at 2..hopefully i can have Mac for lunch today.so hungry now.the sky look black.raining soon?hee...my mac lunch! called my bro.he said he come buy me Mac.wahaha..feel so fortunate to have him.elder bro went hk this morning.everyone was waken up by him.so noisy.asked him to buy back some Lao Po Bing as i heard from my aunt that they're nice.hope he'll get some nice clothes for me too.haa...Christmas is coming soon.wahaha..a bit excited..first Christmas with him..haven't buy Christmas presents!! how? Stupid Yun: faster meet me leh. i want to go get something ah..for him, for py, for cher, for you..etc..

His mom and sis are going Korea today. Maybe i'll get to go and send them off.their flight is at 8pm but i work till 6pm.dont know can make it or not..so long never go airport le.a bit suang ku liao..must go "da kai yan jian"...

mcnuggets, french fries, coke and mcChicken, i'm waiting for you all!!! hahaa...time faster faster pass!

hee..decided to start a blog while at the shop just now.damn bored.got nothing to do so decided to sign up for the fun of it. today i was quite happy..bcos....*secret*. haa..actually also not big secret ah..just that managed to see him just now.though only a short while, but i was sooo happy.easily contented. went Mac to eat at around 9 plus..then went back my house here and sit down and talk.nothing special but i'm still happy..dont ask me why.
when he sent me up,something really stupid happened.haaa..so funny lor.he was leaning on the wall looking at my bro from my bedrm.then when i turned and looked at him...wahaha..his tee was all white!! we simply laughed and laughed all the way lor..after i open the door, my mum even walked out of the room.i think we made too much noise outside le.whaha..simple day but a nice one.

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