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a long day spent with darling since 9plus last night. stay over at his place after work yesterday. had another quarrel in between but everything is fine. came home and changed and out to town. had long john though i've an ulcer. shopped around looking for my denim skirt. tried one at Hula. i liked but no size M. i'm not longer in the S category. :( walked over to Heeren. went Flesh Imp. tried on the skirt. okay, size M! went to the counter to pay. was fighting with darling to pay for the skirt when the sales assistant interrupted. she said that it's right for the guy to pay for the girl if he loves her. and idiot P said that i'm his sis. wahaha. stupid him. damn funny. and the skirt was 30% off so P saves $15. sat outside Heeren and chatted. nice and windy.
wanted to catch a movie but decided to come home early to rest. and we saw Peihui in Cine. P said Ph looked shocked. haha.
been long since i shopped around. like one tee from cine but it's super tight. slim down slim down!
After next week, i'll be able to shop for my own stuffs. $$$.
nights all.

i was almost depleted yesterday. work from 7am-7pm with only a 0.5 hr break. legs' aching like hell. met the childhood friend, kang ing for dinner at bugis after work to celebrate his birthday. supposedly to meet Elaine as well but she's still working. so we had dinner first. ate at V8. twice in a week. he's hilarious in the way he spoke about his gf. i was laughing like mad in the cafe.

felt super tired after dinner. that was around 10plus. stayed and waited for his friend to come over before i took a cab home. called Darling and chatted less than 10mins and i KO-ed.

woke up at 5plus this morning. decided to go work later. bathed and changed at 6plus. took a bus to interchange and headed home again. i doubt i'll have the energy to work today so i asked weiling to replace me. thanks girl.


Sometimes i really hate work. There is no fairness at all. Some people can just relax their ways through but i had to do the tough work. They are girls, so am i. Just hate the way they treat me.

Whatever it is, i hope Darling will be back to work in the hotel. i miss seeing him at Island Bar, smiling sheepishly whenever i goes there. I miss buying him dinners when he's working.

And it's how amazing our friendship turns out this way. Seriously, i don't feel any pity to it. Just like a sheep in a wolf's clothing, that's what i can use to describe the person. ren bu ke mao xiang. i hate this kinda person. especially girls.


Chomp2 with him on Tue. the black carrot cake is a must when i goes there. yummy carrot cake. Wanton noodles. Large sugarcane juice. fried beancurds and fishballs. Ching teng. had another dinner followed by that. that explains my bulging tummy.

it's time for bed again.
oh ya, i've checked my results. all cleared. no more lectures, projects and tutorials in Ngee Ann. *smiles2.

-no more awaiting of weekends.

worked from 7am -430 this morning. started feeling not-so-good during the second half of the day. headache + tired legs. mood swings.
reached home at 6pm. fell aslp on the sofa without even washing up. woke up, had dinner and starting feeling even worse. couldn't sit still. couldn't find a confortable position. felt like vomitting. went to the toilet. vomitted. back to the tv. back to the toilet. vomitted again. back to the tv. back to the toilet. vomitted again and again. thrice. tears fell down while vomitting. hate this feeling.
felt much better after taking some hot water and panadol.

tomorrow will be a better day. meeting my dear bf.

going to bed soon. nights.

Mom seems to be back to normal. we did exchanged few sentences but the feeling is quite different. anyway, i'm fine now.

P has got his posting le. From next wed onwards, i MIGHT be able to meet him more because his new camp will be at Ayer Raja! wahaha. i literally got crazy when he told me this news this afternoon. 8-5pm everyday. 5-day week. hee. Yun will be damn envious of me. for sure. ok, sorry. i shouldn't be gloating. i must not be so evil. Wahaha, but i can't hide my evilness. i wanna hao-lian to Yun. hahaha. Opps.

this is going to be short weekend with him. he's taking the 1430 ferry. gonna reach pasir ris at around 3pm.
Sunday, meeting the porkies to celebrate Sandra's birthday.
i waited days jus for the weekend.

gonna sleep soon. few pimples popped up because i slept at 3 last night. nightsss.

i've got a story to share.

it's about a girl and her mother. the girl and her mother used to be on quite good terms. recently, the mother's attitude towards the girl suddenly changed. this made the girl very very sad. her mother seem to be prejudiced against her. she doted on her younger brother even though the girl spent more effort to lessen her mom's burden.
her effort was never appreciated. all she gets in return are angry stares and harsh tone. she no longer talks to her mother.
she does not feel any warmth and love from her mom anymore. she refused to talk to her mother. she chose to treat her mother the way her mother treats her. she get scoldings when she is/not at home.
only a few people understand her pain. she has cried for 2 nights.



that girl is me. :(

when will my mom treats me the way like before? are we going to stay forever this way?
question marks in my mind. i wished i know the answers too.
sighs. nights all.

i hate my blog. it always don't turn out the way i want it to be. nvm. will change it in a couple of days.
decided to skip work this morning. 7am. am tired and lazy. hate working till the night because i will not be able to chat with him on the phone.
went work at Amara yesterday with the girls. had some fun counting the plates and things with them. easy work. i'd prefer working there. nice place to work in. slower pace and nicer ballrooms.
wanted to get a surf shorts for him from Fox. left with no money now. :(
haven collect my money and i feel so broke now.
shopping soon?
the sun is back.
tanning soon?
feeling damn bored at home but i love it. switching of channels here and there. chatting with bf when he has the time. i want this kind of life.

entering into our 5th month soon. how time flies.
am really glad i found him. he's just like a precious gem to me.

alright, shall go take a rest and maybe go for a jog later. hee. i wonder if i will really do it..

gonna do with a short entry in order not to sacrifice my beauty sleep. the weekend passed by so quickly. it's over before i know it. came home at around 2plus this noon. stayed over at his place last night after movie at Marina. Pacifier was nice. Red baby's cute. Peter's cute too. the Peter Panda Dance. wahaha! i love kids!
Swensens at Suntec after the movies. oh ya, before that we went to Pan Pac. took the lift to the highest floor. Poor darling has got a weak heart.! It's so funny when i saw his reaction.
his daddy bought breakfast for me this morning.
i'm so looking forward to 1St May. his 21st birthday. i hope our plan will not be a flop.

working again tomorrow. breakfast with darling before heading to work. this week gonna passes fast, i hope.
nights all.

look at him!

the view from above:


Picture of the day:


i can't get the tagboard to move further right. tried for quite some time and i decided to give up. can finally rest at home today. might be making some sushi or jellies later.
i'm hungry.
i feel like drinking Mango juice once again. sinful me.

i'm sleepy, so i shall jus do with a short entry.

work these 2 days were boring. same routine for 2 exact days. today was much better. maybe because i've got used to it. dinner with the guys after work. was caught in the rain for 2 consecutive days! sickening. hate the weather. i hope the sun will come out fast. allour clothes are around the house. looks so messy.
time passes faster when i'm working. soon, it's gonna be Sat. Noon book out for my P Darling.

My aim is to at least save $500 from work these few weeks.

Off to bed. another 7am tomorrow.

Gloomy Monday. was raining cats and dogs when i woke up just now. nice weather to sleep in but i can't continue sleeping. was in bed by 1230 last night. haven sleep so early for the past week.
Gonna go over darling's place later. He's booking in tonight. 5 days spent with him and now i'm having flu too. meeting the tb23 girls at 5pm. that leave me with only few hours with him before i go for the chalet.
Mood was very bad yesterday. Was it because of my menses?
I supposedly think it is.
I need to lose some fats. Especially those gathered at my WAIST, BUTTS and THIGHS.
Jogging anyone?
Swim? nah, i can't swim.
Badminton? Yes. i don't mind.
Jurong Complex?

Ps: ming! i know you read my blog.! let's go complex on fri want? tag me okay?

i'm going to take a bath and outta house soon. Happy Monday.

i'm feeling bored. sighs. couldn't get back to sleep after waking up at 8 plus. slept at 3am last night. couldn't meet the girls and their boys for movies. was disappointed of course but couldn't help it since he's still sick. been shuttering between his place and my place these days. his fever is still there. got 2 days Mc from TTS and he's going back only on tomorrow night. Class chalet tomorrow. What am i supposed to do?
feeling a little broke now. i'm having a major desire to shop. been a long time since i last went shopping. been a long time since i last bought a top. been a long time since i last bought a skirt. everytime i open my wardrobe, i'm facing the same old clothes. sick of them. they're probably sick of me too. haiz.
i'm feeling a little low now. i don't know why too.
shall get some sleep and go over to his place in the evening.

:(

bring on that smile of mine.

I'm FINALLY done with all my exams! i'm feeling so happy, so relieved, so relaxed, so stressless now. i've waited ages for this.

dear bf is still feeling feverish. i guess we will not be able to go for the cable car ride today. shall go over with something light for him later.

Yesterday: woke up at 10am to study. studied till halfway, decided to prepare something for him to eat. searched my fridge for food. found minced meat and some veggies. decided to cook porridge for him. marinated the meat, soaked the veggies and mushrooms and started cooking the porridge. wanted to pop by his place and give him a surprise. he called when i'm in the midst of cooking. told him i'm going over shortly. bathed and cabbed down to his place. fed him the porridge. hmm, i think i cook quite well though it's a little plain. our little fish died again. 2 more died yesterday. initially left with only 3 in the tank. damn pathetic. he took his medicine and was drowsy. me leh? wanted to read some notes. lied besides him and started to feel tired after a while. took a nap and went to have our dinner. Mac for dinner. met his mom accidentally. his mom ordered him not to eat MAC but too bad he had already finished his burger and he had to lie to his mom. sinful us. especially me because i suggested eating that. bought our fish and back to his place. watched the fish and changed the water. gave him his medicine and packed his room before i left. that sick one was like a KING yesterday. i was serving him practically every now and then.

i'm still waiting for my breakfast to be back.

Life is So fragile. Treasure your loved ones okay?

Next week's Schedule.

Mon- Tb23's Chalet.
Tue- 9am work.
Wed-7am work.
Thur-7am work.
Fri, Sat and Sun-Reserved for that someone special.

haven work for SO long. i hope i can still fit into SIZE S. Looking forward to Work. $_$.

i'm hungry. food!!!


feeling so sleepy now. not even half done with the revision. darling bf is home now. he's sick. cough, fever, flu and sore throat. 2 days rest at home given by his MO. 5 different types of medicine. received his call at around 4pm telling me he's taking the 5pm ferry. bathed and changed and got outta house at 445. took a cab. $24.00!!! i'm going to lodge a compaint against that driver.
Slow driving. Eating while driving. 50km/h while on the expressways. Sipping his coffee/tea at times. caught at almost every traffic lights. rolling down of window and spitted.! Opened his door and throw his rubbish while waiting at a traffic light. took the wrong way and deducted only $2 off the total fare. irritating coughing all the times. SHB 784B. You're in for it.!!! i'm going to lodge a long complaint against you when i'm free. i was in the cab for almost an hour! my back aches, the aircon was not cool enough. Blood boiling as time ticking past. i am not exaggerating. i myself also don't know why i'm so unlucky to meet this kind of driver. He better watch out. P even saw him smoking away while passengers are in his cab.! he sucks!!!

back to his place. 2 small little pathetic goldfish died. what's new right? last book out also like this.. so sad man. changed the water for the smaller tank. i love those fish. i finally succeeded holding them in my hand while transferring them over to another tank. sense of achievement! i remembered throwing the fish right into the water the first time i touched the fish. right now, i'm going to persuade my dad to give up part of his space for me so that i can have some small little goldfish at home. They're Soo cute. Dinner with darling Bf. he took his medicine and soon became drowsy. His whole body is so warm. temp up to 38.4 degrees. accompanied him for a short while and i decided to come home myself. i am such good girl. i took 156 and changed to 66 at Coronation. 1 hour journey. all worth it because of him.

my throat hurts slightly. i guessed i am getting the cough pretty soon? Let's pray i will not fall sick before the paper on Sat.

shall get my heart and mind back to the lecture notes. Industrial Relations. So much theories. Arbitration, Conciliation, Negotiation, Collective Bargaining, Employment Act, wth are those terms!??! i hate it!

wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

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My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!