fallen

13 more days to seeing my love! cant believe that only 9 days has passed by. i've been working pretty hard lately. for extra money. many asked whether i'm saving for marriage. yaya. dream only! i'm beginning to hate my drving instructor though he's my relative.i dont look forward to lessons anymore.
met up with eric the recruit yesterday together with our 'father & mother', vincent and patricia. a simple yet enjoyable dinner at marina south. i always find it great to be with them. now that i'm leaving amara, the saddest thing is to leave behind those bunch of friends i've made over the months.

Pat: someone my senior. someone from Sales dept. she's like a big sister to us. never once calculative about money. always snatching to pay the bill and thus got herself a title 'Lady Boss'.

Vincent: needless to say, he's my advisor in many things. in life, in work, in love.he has given me alot of advices throughout the months we worked together. he seen me smiled, seen me laughed, seen me cryinglots of times. the one whose birthday falls on the same day as me. he stood by me at my darkest period,accompanying me for movies, arcade, together with eric..this is why i will never forget him and abandon him.

Ah long and gang: the morning shift ppl. morning calls from them almost every morning when i was still in bqt.they know i cannot wake up on time. breakfast whenever they go out and da-bao. lunch companions whenever i'm alone.

Though i do have many hatred for the hotel, there's always something holding me back. my last week at the hotel. the place i had so much fun and laughters. with oli, wl, eil & yun. the 5 of us. Though there are many backstabbers and hypocrites, i am grateful i met the above ppl.

Though i'm being treated quite shabbily, i learnt alot there. lessons in life, the realistic working world.many things cannot be seen so simply. one person can be good to you this min and say bad things about you the next min.i've learnt not to trust ppl so easily. especially WOMEN. Women are nothing but TROUBLEMAKERS. being in that position of mine,i don't see any threat i will bring to them. perhaps, many about happy i'm leaving. i wanted to take revenge on the STUPID WOMAN.Vin told me not to. it will be useless.sighs. is there nothing we can do to her though she's obviously abusing her authority?i seriously hope my next workplace will be less political. :)

i've no idea why i suddenly become so depressed.
Dear Bf, i miss you alot. please remember to take good care of yourself in the cold weather.
my sunday blue.

Monday, March 20, 2006

3/20/2006 02:00:00 PM

hi peeps. i'm currently in a blogging mood so here i am, blogging in the office. anyway, i cant seem to blog from home. whenever i try to blog, my comp will go into Sleep Mode..and it's really irritating.
the weather has been pretty hot lately. makes me feel like cutting short my hair. really wish to have a fresher look but on the contrast, i'm afraid of the result.
and so, 3 days has passed. we managed to contact through Msn. a pathethic 20 mins every time he logs in. time seem to pass much slower without him here. heard from him the weather is quite cooling over there. now my wish is to go there at the end of the year. you hear that?
hahaha.

gtg le. be back soon.

Sunday, March 19, 2006

3/19/2006 07:11:00 PM

new skin!!!!

Saturday, March 18, 2006

3/18/2006 11:04:00 AM

the bf is now in Taipei le.
Yesterday was quite a long day. Met up with him after lunch with my bro at Mayim. i have not been there for very long le. the bus ride to his house yesterday made my blood boils. Super warm & super slow. he had his hair cut. went back to his place. nua awhile and went to Jln Kayu. Prata Session with Hy & Gang. My first time there and i had my first ice-cream prata. the chit chat part was great. their jokes were hilarious. gonna be 3 weeks b4 i meet them again bah. i want Ktv! rushed back to his place after that. went off for dinner with his family. the dinner was simple but... hee, his family was very nice to me. His Dad went to order one salted veg soup for me when he thought i don't eat much of the stuffs they ordered. so paiseh. supposedly to be a treat from me & his sis but his sis refused to take my money when the bill came. i feel so 'family' during the dinner. ha. off to the airport after the late dinner. by the time we finished dinner, already 10 plus le. the bf's flight was 0230, and we reached the aiport at 10 plus. that was super early. snapped some pictures here and there. very fast, it was 0130. i held back my tears when he was about to go in. he kissed me goodbye. i thought i won't cry..but that IDIOT called his sis after he checked in to check whether his mom & me were alright. i wanted to cry after hearing his voice, so i quickly passed the phone to his mom. i can see that his mom was very sad too. ha. sent him a few msgs and i really wanna cry. i really siao char bor le. 21 days only right? his dad sent me home and his sis insisted to see me go into the lift before they left..
and his mom wants him to marry me! wahaha. that boy must be very unwilling to do so bah..

this is the first saturday without him. 2 more to go. when he's back, i will be starting on my new job le.

darling: i know you gonna read my blog if you can go online there. i've blogged. i've uploaded the pics we took yesterday. i know i am very loso, but please do take good care of yourself there. remember not to go eat bing lang. there is also bing lang in Spore. if you wanna eat, come back here, i will bring you to Little India to try. haha. i will be waiting for your calls, your msgs. if you go eat bing lang, i also go out and eat other guys! haha. i am so stupid. i actually forgot to return you the camera. take more pics k..familarize with the place k, we will go there together in future.. then you can go eat bing lang le.. and the shao-xing wine is at my house le. want me send over to your place?
wo deng zhe ni hui lai...

yeah. my sat in the office. family day today.

if you're friends of mine, date me!

ciao le.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

3/16/2006 11:31:00 PM

one more day. to be exact, 27 more hours, the bf will be flying off to Taiwan. i will not see him for 21 days. till he's back, 8th April.
dinner with his family tomorrow. changi airport. i don't like sending people off. the feeling make me wanna cry. i guessed i gonna cry a bucket tomorrow. silly eh? 21 days only? can't help being worried and sad because this is the first time the boy is traveling alone. heard from him the weather might still be a little cold. made me worried again. on the brighter side, he MIGHT be able to call me, using the Prepaid card. he MIGHT be able to go online at $0.5/hr. and he WILL get me lots of things! haa. dream on bah..
gonna go and get his present ready. hopefully b4 tml.

and the new workplace is better than the old one. gonna tender my resignation on sat.
will do a full update again. stay tuned.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

3/14/2006 03:58:00 PM

Dear Weiling,

I finally went to see you last sat. sorry I took such a long time to go visit you. I was such a crybaby last sat. I told myself I should not cry in front of you but still I did. I��d rather not go there than to see the fact that you are gone, forever.

I��ve got so many things to tell you. I wished I could talk to you again. I miss the supper session at Mac. The Jenny��s joke that made us laughed so hard. I thought of you every single day, sometimes to find tears in my eyes. Are you leaving me alone to slim down?
I��ve to go dieting alone now. Your 21st tomorrow. A supposedly happy occasion whereby all of us will be celebrating. One year ago, we were still celebrating your birthday at the overhead bridge. So simple, so fun.

where are you, dear girl?

zhen de hao xiang qian zhe ni de shuang shou, zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

3/07/2006 02:12:00 PM

i know i've been lacking of entries. life is still the same. waking up early in the morning and sleeping early in the night.

the weekend passed by just like that. a long weekend for me cos i took an unpaid leave yesterday.
sat: worked till 1pm. back home. driving at 2:30pm. rushed like hell. town with BF to get michelle's present. Pasir Ris Costa Sand. a small fight with the BF. passed mich her present and left for west mall. wanted to catch Big Momma's House but no slot suitable for us. back to my home. end of sat.
sun: the only day i can sleep in but gotta wake up early for uncle's wedding. went over to grandma's house with my bro. BF went home. My bro was the chaffereur of the day. haha. i managed to 'earn' 80 bucks after everything. the dinner sucks. so much different from the food tasting. and i wore the dress i bought for sandra's wedding. it has become SO tight!!! So fed up with myself.
mon: finally i can sleep in. woke up. did the laundry. ironed the clothes. waited for the BF to come. supposed to go to Jurong Complex. reached there around 12.30pm. to our dismay, the pool opens at 2.30pm.! so we went to b.b complex instead. had a mini tan. i actually dozed off while tanning and the BF said i opened my mouth.hahaha. so xiao suay can..i turned out much tanner than i thought i will be. realised that while bathing. HY came and we went to la-teh at coffeebean. went there twice within 3 days. off to IKEA after that. so many things i wanna get.. if only i am richer.. the sofa bed.. Oh..
had the sausage sandwich. i crazed for lots of things yesterday. Roti toast, sausage sandwich, Mac's fries...

end of my long weekend. start of work today. i am thinking of leaving here. sighs. sent my resume to another company. hopefully i can go for the interview soon. why are humans so deceptive? who are the real friends? maybe i can only trust myself in the work society.

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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