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Friday, June 30, 2006
6/30/2006 11:49:00 PM read the papers after 9pm show. tears fell while reading one news. similar thing. 2 lives taken away. the girl was only 19 this year. going uni in a month's time. can't help but to think of wl. while 'shan hu hai' plays in my mp3 player, memories of her kept repeating. sometimes, i think she's still around, just that we didnt contact or what.. entering into the 5th month she left. browsed thru my phone that day. saw the thumbnail pic stored in her number. i still remembered the pic was taken at amara's back lane, while we were waiting for dinner to be served. she was leaning near the partition then. when i went back to work, the partition was still there. somehow, there's always this emptiness when i'm back. change in uniform. she never have the chance to try the new uniform. i remembered she used to take size 63. other sizes will be too short for her. the mac sessions we had after work. the times we do OT together. playing cards game with the playing cards we made. made to kiss her B****** for forfeit. she loved the glutinous fried rice wrapped in lotus leaf. i love ee fu noodles. the few times i worked recently, there's no ee fu noodle. all glutinous fried rice. not as nice as before. perhaps the mentality has changed thus the rice doesn't taste as good as before. i guess nothing can take her place in our hearts. as time passes, i still find myself missing her alot. though we didn't say it out, i believe everyone miss her alot. the pain may has lessen but it will never be gone. i love her smiles. her laughters. Wednesday, June 28, 2006
6/28/2006 11:41:00 PM i might be able to see Kaylar again soon. her mom replied Bf's mail. Been thinking of her whenever i'm free. was eating Polky in the office this afternoon and remembered a scene she offered strawberry polky to us. so cute! i feel as if she's my daughter now. hahaha. told Bf i kept thinking of her and his answer is the same as mine. both of us are crazy. crazy over her. alright, i'm gonna start my 2-meals plan tomorrow. bestest colleague - Li wei, commented that i'm getting fatter. what to do, i sit almost the whole of the day. only get to walk around during toilet breaks, lunch break, when suppliers come, when taking over recept duty during lunch.. i sounded so much like wl. dragging the diet plan again and again. now, even the bf find my ankle much bigger than before. i must lose some weight b4 he run away with another girl. ha. 1st night without mom. kinda miss her. i'm mommy girl lah. feel weird watching tv without her. i'm gonna get to bed soon. bye bye pimples. bye bye dark rings. Tuesday, June 27, 2006
6/27/2006 03:41:00 PM I'm back! Didn't manage to get any tan because the weather wasn't really good when we were there. Reached there at about 12 or 1 plus on Saturday noon. Oh man, our room SUCKS can! Jiayi and Seok, i guessed i know how you guys feel. ha. i didnt even take a single pic in the room. SO disappointing. The Bf was hopping mad when we checked in because the room wasn't what we booked when we were at the travel agency. the sun was good when we arrived, but we decided to take a nap because the journey made both of us very tired. and who knows, we woke up at 7.30pm! the buffet dinner was almost finished when we reached there. grabbed some food, walked around the shops there. back to lousy room. to the Islander's Club or something for a drink. had satays the first night. the drinks are SO cheap there. i love the night breeze. so cooling and relaxing sitting there watching soccer on the big screen there. next morning, had breakfast at the usual place. the food wasn't that great. rented our equipments for snorkeling. the boat took us to an area quite near to Berjaya resort i think. Snorkeling wasn't what i thought initially. the sea looks SO deep to me! put on my life vest, my googles and into the water i go! so shiok! the water was so cool and there's lots of fish. i find it so romantic to snorkel hand in hand with my darling. hahaha. but that idiot boy find it a hassle to snorkel with me after a while because i refused to swim! was still hoping to get a tan but the clouds blocked the sun most of the time. it even drizzled when we went over to the second destination. snorkel a bit at the second destination. the fish look huge. heard from one of my colleague that Rendang has more varieties of fishes. Baby sharks, sting rays, clown fishes..... another disappointing thing is i didnt get to see any dolphins. i wanted so much to see it and show wl. too bad, i didnt. however, the sunset was so mesmerizing. watched it setting in less than a min i think. so nice. my first time seeing the sun setting. made some aquaintance friends while at tioman. another couple named Sandy and Justin. they're in the same boat as us while we went snorkeling. another was Kaylar. Oh, she's super super cute. get to know her while on the way back on the ferry. 3 years old going 4 yet she seems to know so many things. the hiao her even asked me and Bf to massage and do facial for her. ha. the masa masa style. and when we alighted at the ferry terminal, she began sticking to both of us. SO CUTE! ha. she bugged her mom to let her sit with us in the coach back. the way she plead with her mom, the way she apologise, the way she says i love you jie jie..melted me! and ya, she kissed me many many times. hahaha. when we reached the custom, she even got us to piggyback her, hold her hands. took pictures on the coach. and when it's time for us to depart, she began sticking to us again. she refused to let go of Bf's hand. we couldn't bear to say byebye to her too. bf took her mom's email and agreed to send them the photos we took. hopefully, we will see her again. if can, maybe to the zoo? her mom took a photo of 3 of us to show kaylar's dad we are her new friends! haha. on leave today. shiok. i spent my morning: -going for driving. -grocery shopping at NTUC. -watching tv and eating breakfast. if only i can have a housewife lifestyle. i love it. it's gonna be back to reality tomorrow. the pile of work waiting for me. my confirmation will be due next week. sighs. will i ever have my increment? not gonna pin high hope on it. 杩�涓�澶╋�� 绠�涓�澶╀�����. mom will be away from tml to sunday. 5 days without her. i wonder how am i going to do with the chores awaiting me everyday i finish work. blog again.
6/27/2006 03:39:00 PM  the sunset was beautiful, marvellous, fantastic! 
6/27/2006 03:35:00 PM  Kaylar the little rascal. We love her so muchhhhhhhh
6/27/2006 03:34:00 PM  the road to the rock fall was steep, but all i know is i must get there. i wanna feel how wl feel when she's there. i did it.
6/27/2006 03:32:00 PM  Snorkeling is FUN!
6/27/2006 03:31:00 PM  Tioman ( 24 June - 26 June 2006) Friday, June 23, 2006
6/23/2006 11:19:00 PM bag packed. mp3 charged. teeth flossed. i'm all ready for the trip. waiting for the Bf to get over. ha. gonna have breakfast with his dad tomorrow morning before departing. 4.30am! not very early lah hor? ha. managed to clear most of my things at work. my table looks pretty neat before i left today. hope that it will not be full when i'm back to work on wed. am i missing out on friends? how come i don't seem to know what my friends are doing? such a failure. gonna get my hair dry and some sleep soon. happy holiday. :) Thursday, June 22, 2006
6/22/2006 04:36:00 PM 1.5 hours and i'll be going home. 1.5 days more to Tioman. ha. getting a bit nervous and i've not pack my bag at all! taking my usual noon break now. a banana a day for me. gonna clear all my work by tomorrow, hopefully. i don't want to die on wed when i come back to work. i don't want to see my whole table covered with papers. a new month gonna starts soon. seem like there are lots of july's babies! 2nd July - Guorong 7th July - Oli 10th July - Cousin Xueting 21st July - Daddy 25th July - Little Bro 28th July - 4th aunt any more? cant remember. 6 is enough to burn a hole outta my pocket. not to mention, all of them are close to me. and very. ha. gonna get back to work. took the time to slack while the executive went to the washroom to MAKEUP! hahaha. till i'm back from tioman i guess..
6/22/2006 01:08:00 PM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
6/20/2006 10:59:00 PM this will be a temp template. will get it done when i have more time. spent my eve at the salon to 'remove' all the stubborn marks on my face. this time is not so PAINFUL compared to the first. doubt i'll continue to go back after another 2 times. i'm so much pooorer this month. even my colleague realised that. ha. she noticed that i'm trying to save alot this month. after tioman, i must work more, earn more, eat less and spend less. i'm super not used to my SUPER wavy hair now. all of my 'bestest' colleagues commented that i'll look better and neater with straighter hair. hopefully the Bf will change his view on my straight hair. ha. thanks to Eil. i'm SO hooked on to '��堕����ㄨ韩杈�' now. his smiles can melt me! really! i can sit in front of the comp for hours, watching him and their ways of loving each other. so unrealistic though. ha. i want my bf to be like him!  �����藉��,濂藉�����! ���涓�浜����宸卞��灏�濡瑰�圭����板����ョ�������板�����锛���煎�藉�板��:璐哄��缈�寰�甯� leh! i think any woman aged 8 - 80 will like him. haha. this is after so long i'm engrossing myself in VCDs again. the last drama that got me screaming is 'Full house'. you guys still remember? anyway, crazy me burn a set of 'full house' borrowed from a colleague. sometimes, it helps when you build good relations with colleagues. lots of lobang. ha. and ya, the discs are courtesy given by the BF. 18 discs swept off his shelf. ha. ������浠ュ�������跺�����? ���浠ュ��? ���浣�������娆�锛����灏遍����翠�����
6/20/2006 01:10:00 PM 4 more days to tioman.! anyway, pictures received. the girls from 1998. the fortunate one with us. the number never decrease as the years passes. green is a good background. friends. at the reception now. sighs. i'm getting to dislike the hr executive. arghhh. she don't seem to know the things i dont know. how can. her pay is more than twice of mine. how can! i must endure. i will endure. Thursday, June 15, 2006
6/15/2006 11:40:00 PM gonna have a feast at Chomp2 tomorrow. ha. a dinner to celebrate rong's enlistment on mon. ha, what's there to celebrate btw.. finally able to satisfy my craze to eat at Chomp2. my fav black carrot cake! hopefully i will bring them there without getting lost. this morning, received a call that made me smiled after i hanged up. Pat called to arrange for a dinner. think she bought something for me. nice 'mom' i've got. feel so nice chatting with her. i wanna be her bridesmaid when she marrys..hopefully the man of her life will be my 'dad' of course. went to work PT after work yest. rushed like mad. didnt even have time for dinner. kenna tortured. initially thought we'll be drink servers but ended up serving 3-4. my hands and legs ache a great deal. soaked my legs in warm water when i'm home. salad for supper. ha. i'm amazed by myself. i didnt touch a single piece of food during the dinner. way to go man... it's fri again. guess we are not lunch-ing out tml. laksa for lunch again. seems not long ago i had laksa. it's last fri. sighs. 1 week passed again. bed time. till then... Wednesday, June 14, 2006
6/14/2006 08:52:00 AM yes, i'm saving all my love for you. Tuesday, June 13, 2006
6/13/2006 05:55:00 PM i'm feeling very broke this month. not only this month, but i guessed for the few months ahead too. GSS, i cant shop. not really cannot, but i chose not to. not to spend the money on unnecessary stuffs. things to get by next week: -Bikinis (from tannlines) -shorts -suntan lotion -money exchange (RM) argh. feeling so fat again. even my colleagues are asking me to lose some weight. as if i dont want. celebrated the bf's mom birthday in advance at Pearl River Palace Restaurant on Sun. the food was okay, but we ate hell lots. i can feel my stomach bloated up like a ball then. prepared salad for lunch today but i ended up eating cup noodles together with the salad. hahaha. i must lose that spare type before tioman!!! and i need some straightening cream can? the bf threatened to ** with me if i go rebond. haha. i'm gonna have birthday cake later. see, i cannot control myself. this week gonna be good. might be meeting the e8 gang on fri night. meeting porkies on sat noon.father's day celebration at the bf's uncle house on sat eve. brother's birthday celebration on sun night. hee. i love this kinda life. off work liao! ha. 4 more days to weekend. 11 more days to Tioman! Saturday, June 10, 2006
6/10/2006 10:51:00 AM at work this sat. next sat too. after that will be the tioman trip. feeling so bored. nothing much to do again. surfing net killing time. with yun at mc's 21st birthday celebration. with the girls. with the bestest friend. PS: Ting, please send me the rest of the photos we took that night. it's been a week liao!!!! last weekend. before we went to MS and Suki YaKi with his bunch of friends. fried ice-cream wasn't that fantastic afterall. from vincent daddy. last x'mas present. my farewell present from the amara people. so huggable! i've trimmed my hair. i don't really like. it's wavy again. sighs. i prefer it straight. curry puff coming back liao. ARGH! me with the ugly hair and the huggable softie. driving at 2pm later. i'm very broke this month. can't really afford to shop now. i finally managed to SQUEEZE into that 593 - 26" of mine. hahaha. back to surfing net. hahaha. Tuesday, June 06, 2006
6/06/2006 04:23:00 PM -��兼��娴�涓����������, 蹇�寰����, 寰����. Friday, June 02, 2006
6/02/2006 12:03:00 AM i love my darling more when he's in a better moood. loves chatting on the phone with him. my daily rants about work. i know he's tired most of the nights (because he wake up at 5plus every morning) so we seldoms talk long during the nights. last sat, after the la-teh session with hy & gang, stayed over at his place. we lay on the beds and chatted for hours before sleeping. i love that kinda feeling! talked about everything and anything under the sun. the bf called this noon while i'm at work and said that hy & gang might be going to Rendang this July. i wished i can go too. it will be great fun with them. hahah. it's already past 12am and i'm still not in bed. guessed it's because tomorrow is a Fri. it's Jeans' Day and a day we eat out. i love Fridays. swapped my fridays with the receptionist. my lunch hour on fridays will be at 1pm. meaning we can go out for lunch and maybe some shopping. ha. sometimes, sweet words are needed when you are talking to older women. time for bed. nights all.. Thursday, June 01, 2006
6/01/2006 11:47:00 PM found this online. FUNNY! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plSfKHZZwZ4 GO watch.
6/01/2006 06:02:00 PM that day i saw an article about this young girl, aged 19/20 fighting her life against cancer. today, i went to her blog. a girl who lost her life to cancer at such young age. a fund was set up in her name. the Chan Shu Fang Fund. in aid forCancer patients i think.. from a young pretty lady she was, she bravely fight her disease but sad to say, she lost. go read her blog at www.onlyskindeep.blogspot.com she made me reminded of wl. thought different situations, but both left when they were at their prime age. i believed wl fought hard back then too. time really flies. it's almost the middle of the year. soon we will turn 21, 22, 23, 24, 30, 40, 50...but no matter what, our dear girl will be in our hearts even as time passes. ******************************************** Leave has been approved. my 3 months probation is going to be over. So looking forward to 3 July. May the increment come true. going home soon! |
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