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blackout again. this time a major one. more areas affected. i thought only batok and jurong east were affected. but who knows, sengkang and sembawang were also affected. i am so luckly to survive this again. looked out of my room, the road looks dark. how did those vehicles drive without the roadlights.? puzzled. anyway, lecture today was boring. never talk at all during the whole lecture as i was sitting alone. the feeling sucks. really feel like crying in the middle of the lecture. how i remembered having lectures with oli. how both of us will talk together. never again. haiz. know one more classmate of mine today. she's corinne. used to be in the same project group as her in Is class. she said something like we will stick together in future. haiz. i don't wanna be with her. do i have any other choice.? yes, i have. but both don't seem to work.

idiot oli: i think we're going to drift further and further now that you are not going to work anymore. different specialization. different talking topics. having same lesson only once a week. how are we going to maintain this friendship.? don't go away hor. i need you.
told my mom about schooling today. told her i hate being alone and that maybe i won't be going school tomorrow. she don't seem to understand what i am going through. she said something like without friends can also attend lessons. but to me, i can't. i can't survive without my friends. arghhh. regrets filled my life. how i wished i can turn back time a little. just a little will do. back to the common test week. that's the week that ruined me. if only i didn't waste time doing something, i would have pass the tests at least with better marks. if only, if only. no use saying all these bah.
and ya, some jerks put my pictures on the sggirls website. sickening people. thought it might be some friend of mine who did it. but seem quite impossible. whatever le lah. off.

back home. watched movie with the people from ohs. actually there is only 4 of us. been long since i last watched a show. watched 'windstruck' starring my Korean idol - Jang kyuk and My sassy girl female character. real nice. damn nice. super nice. it's really really a nice show that you all must catch. funny and touching. was laughing all the way in the front part and crying bitterly towards the end. even the guys cried too.? hmm, for ashril, i think he teared a little. muahaha, i was controlling my tears initially for fear that he might laugh at me if he see me cry. but who knows, he turned and told me that this show is soo touching that he is crying. not sure whether he's kidding or not. saw him drying his eyes with his shirt and both of us started laughing. had cartel for dinner before the show. ate the same old things again. bought one tee from adidas.together with py.different colours. didn't attend lecture today. think i am not going tomorrow too. i don't wanna be alone. the thought of entering the lecture hall alone, sitting alone, going back alone really scare me. was thinking of going this morning, think and think. decided not to go in the end. went Tampines with py instead. nice place but too far. think i am off to bed soon. my eyes seem puffy the whole day.nights all.

back from the bbq with tb12. the last gathering of b12 before school starts. real tired. met them at 11 plus and headed to bedok to meet the rest. bought the food and took a cab to ecp. today was a cab's day for us. took cab here and there. took only one bus trip today, and that was going home. the journey from ecp can kills. super longg. air con super cold. went to Parkway parade after the bbq and bought a pair of slippers and a sling bag. and ya, we had the bbq in the noon. weird.? a bit lor. had lots of food. and only 8 of us were there. but it's fun. working tomorrow night. time for bed soon. oyasuminasai.

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[Chorus]

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
[Chorus]

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
[Chorus]


was quite disappointed. alright, i thought he will side with me. instead, he didn't. in his mind, i must be somebody who is very petty, cannot even take small jokes. perhaps i am being too sensitive, but don't know why, when i heard that he choose to side him instead of me, my heart sank down. i did expect him not to side me but somehow, when it came out from someone, it really took me by surprise. disappointed is the word. i'd rather i don't know about it. how he used to be my listener, my best male friend. yeah, i used the word used to be. not longer anymore.


-the fun we used to have

idiot people.! i really, really hate him to the core.! i thought everything's over. came home from supper with mr chan and saw his nick.! alright, i knew he was referring to me.! damn fed up, pek cek now. he expect me to smile to him, talk to him like normal after saying that i'm disgusting.? sorry lor, i can be stupid at times, but i won't be soo thick-skinned as to this extend. say whatever you like. disgusting. act lady. attitude behaviour. whatever you want.! still dare to put pissed off as your nick. hello, now i am the one being shoot by you.! did i ever did anything wrong that offend you.? what's wrong with my dressing.? wearing a tee and a skirt and that made me act lady.? is there only one lady in your mind.?! maybe, i should go cut my hair, don't wear skirt, don't wear things that will make me a lady.? totally fucked up with him.!
used to his suanings all the times, but this time round, i am only defending myself. what's wrong with it. saying sorry after you had already done the pain.?! sorry, too late.
i'm realllllly fuming now. can feel my face burning.

looked through the photos in my laptop. i miss the past. fort canning on py's birthday. that's the best memories that i won't forget.
the last night before martin's enlistment - the night before my common test paper. we took neoprints, we drank and we chatted alot in msn.
chatlet for 2e8 - though i'm facing problems during that period of time, but i really do enjoyed the chalet. how py and me fell down from the bicycle and landed on my butt. having that chat with peihui and py at bedok jetty with lots of stars above us.
yun's birthday celebration at causeway point. 9 of us were there. we had yoshinoya and took lots of photos.
the malaysia trip to KL. ugly curry puff hair that i don't even dare to think of now. that moo moo jacket which i kept inside the closet now. yuck.
dinner at tao's restaurant with ing, yun and yew wei. photos at merlion.
sentosa with yun and oli. 3 of us. down with flu that day, but still i enjoyed.
working at ohs. one thing i never forget is the time when i partnered with sy. how roy commented that i won't look hunchback in uniform. whenever he talks about it, the image of us working together flashed back.
schooling with olivia tan. went through 2 year of doing projects, going lectures, ponning tutorials, ponning lectures, critising people, gossiping about others, shopping after classes, making koniyaku to jap lessons, working with her, laughing with her.
memories = histories. as we grow old, images fade and soon, i will not be able to remember some small details.



















yawns.meeting rong for lunch. meeting mr chan, yun and ting for supper. think i go take a short nap le.


worked for the past 4 days. i'm crazy, i actually enjoy working. the daily routine of waking up every morning, shop, eat and work. stress-less and carefree. how long can this lifestyle lasts.? not very long, to be exact, 5 more days. went work at 7am this morning. couldn't sleep last night. was really tired, but i still felt quite energetic. panicked. started smsing py. she didn't reply. called her. asked her to replace me but she don't want. called oli too. she too, rejected me. i counted sheep. by the time i opened my eyes again, it was 2 plus le. alarm set at 5.15am. gosh. woke up and prepared for work. went work alone. without py and oli. had lunch alone. the feeling not very nice lah. but i overcome the 0.5 hour. work was not bad.

oh ya.! zhong hui told me some news man.! he said school's reopening in july.? that mean one more week.? hmm, seriously*3 hope so.
yawns. being numbed by work. i'm loving it. aches all over. tired. off.!

work was hectic today. was rushing throughout the whole dinner. partnered with a malay guy. i thought i will enjoy partnering with him, but ended up, both of us kenna 'scolded' by one of the guests. the feeling's really bad, to be tell off by the guest in front of the whole table of guests. can feel my face turned red and then black. she said that i shouldn't hold a knife that way, pointing out. but how am i going to hold that knife with that one platter of fish in my hands.? demanding fat lady.! i knew she was unpleased with my partner so i was asked to serve her table instead. who knows once i reached the table, she started her 'wu li qu nao'
yesterday was better. my life was made better. was actually given 2 tables to myself. before the start of the dinner, an auntie was assigned to be with me. she made my life alot easier.
getting a little irritated with the people around me. sometimes i wished they will stop doing things for me, stop saying those things, stop being nice. i'm not trying to act hard to get, but i'm really not interested to start a relationship anymore.
i'm not desperate for honeyed words, nor am i interested to see digusting smses. stuck in the middle. if i reply the sms, it will seem that i'm willing to play along. if i don't reply, he will think that i am angry. what am i to do.? tell him.? i already told him. one seem to make job easier for me during work. another is being very nice, always touched by what he did. as i'm typing, i don't know why, i begin to feel some hatred for them. hatred is too strong a word bah. the feeling of irritated. i guessed this is the first time i post something like that. never really tell anyone what i've been thinking lately. listening to wonderful tonight now. i don't feel wonderful tonight. light off.


-me and py- love this pic.

had dinner together with my family. been so long since we 5 sat down together and eat. mommy ended up paying for the dinner. met up with ing and py after dinner. okay, i was not late. meet him at 8.50pm @ batok control station. was in the bus at 8.47pm. latercomer will have to treat for the night. decided not to spend unneccesary. alighted from the bus and started running. phone rang. he called. he was waiting for me at the bus stop. didn't see him. turned back. saw him far away behind me. talking to him on the phone and running at the same time. reached the control station at 8.50pm sharp. hahaha..saved a drink from Coffee Bean. shopped a little and waited for py to come. upon her arrival, had a short hide-and-seek. laughing all the way. settled down at coffee bean. had a cake and chatted. took some pictures which are rather comical. can't stop laughing when we're taking. really. managed to receive one photo from py. yes. one of the rest that i really really like. left west mall and walked around batok. went to the playground which i had went with him before. the one we played blind cat, the one which we saw that pervertic guy. went to the temple. went to the 30th storey flat. went up. really scary. ears' blocked when going up. damn scary up there. vehicles looked as if they are toy cars from above. nice breeze. nice scenery. stomach suddenly had a strange feeling. kept urging them to go. the lift is fast too. took around 36 seconds to go up, with alot of bumping here and there. one night tour of bukit batok. nice place i must say.ahahha.. especially that 30 storeys flat. alright, both py and me were laughing the whole night. laughed at almost every little thing said. dropped my handphone while trying to keep it inside my new hp pouch. scratched a little. and ya, i love my hp pouch. it was love at first sight. i hope i won't regret. but i don't think i will. working at 6pm tomorrow. good thing is that i can sleep till the noon. tomorrow gonna be a hard working day. challenging i would say. quite looking forward to it. hope i won't end up with a black sulken face. time for bed. nights.

brother's birthday tomorrow. 26th birthday. don't know what to get for him, so didn't get him anything. wanted to treat him to dinner tonight, but he declined saying that my money very hard to earn. good that he know that. went work yesterday. with py. work was okay. not very tough, but both our legs are aching like hell. night was more fun. py and i laughed like siao. we went out for dinner. with our own tees and that ugly skirt and shoes. damn disgusting. even the guys were laughing at us. ate alot last night. big appetite is back. had hong kong noodle, whole bar of chocolate and instant noodle after work. drank alot of milk during work too. thanks to py.hahaha. all in all, enjoyed yesterday's work. first and last time i chatted so much with Zheng Hong. his last day there. took over his locker. kind of she bu de him. nice guy, though a bit fierce at times. pizza delivery is here le. shall go take my lunch liao. enjoy your weeekends, ppl. especially jane. remember to do your things hor. that birthday thing. remember you got to go scouting for things. and yes, we'll be meeting on sunday again. really hard to imagine how you and i can become so good in such short time..hee. alright, i'm off.

rather bored. change of template again. nothing better to do. school starting in less than 2 weeks. left with another week of work only. i am going to miss this kind of lifestyle. another shopping day. with oli and py. went town again. we never seem to get bored of that place. bought some things again. bought 2 tops for my brothers. a top for mommy. a body scrub from Body Shop for myself. a bag for school. a top from Zara. was walking to and fro deciding whether to get that top or not and we ended up going back for it. hmm, bought the white one. i like the spag from Zara too. will be back to get it next week, hopefully. seem to be very interested in black tops recently. bought all tops which are in black. look slimmer.? yes..
working tomorrow morning. waited so long for thur to come. kind of tired now. shall go sleep soon. lights off. nights.


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had a shopping trip with jane and py today. bought 2 tops. supposed to be watching a show with the 2e8 gang tonight. quite looking forward to the movie since i have not go out with the guys for a long time. met up with them and some unhappy things happened. i am sure i am not thinking too much, too sensitive. i am quite sure he's referring to me. there's no one in front of them and i am walking in front of them. sarcastic remarks. a leopard never changes its spots. tolerated him for a long time. i always keep quiet when he said sarcastic remarks about me. this time round, i decided not to tolerate anymore. not that i choose not to tolerate, i think my limit reached the maximum. some said i am having attitude problem, said that i'm spoiling the mood. i don't care. decided not to go for the movie though i have paid for it. met up with yun instead. shopped around and went over to Ps. ate alot today. firstly, had ramen with py and jane. the spicy lala ramen reallly very spicy. py left and we 2 continued shopping. mood totally affected and i decided not to meet them anymore. not for now. think the girls' shopping trips are much more interesting. had ice cream with jane. waited for yun to finish work and bought old chang kee. shopped a little and jane left for the movie. walked over to Ps with yun. had corrochan bento. embarrassing moments. bought 2 bentos and we're short of 30 cents. searched the whole wallet but can't find any. so i ran up to withdraw money cause we're short of 30 cents. had a little chat with yun before i left first. rushing home for the last episode of 'pao ba, nan ren'.luckily i reached home before the funny part. i think the whole family had a great laugh just now.muahahah..especially me. sian.i'm gone..


I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you


heard this song during one wedding. made me felt blessed. not for myself. for the bride. seem to have come across the lyrics somewhere but don't remember where i have seen it. boring monday. i'm longing for Sakae buffet now. hopefully i can get to eat it tomorrow. had been so long since i met with the guys. especially soonjie. have not seen him since the holiday. was lying on bed just now. realised that school's really starting soon. this sunday will be the 20th. following will be the 27th and that's the end of the holiday.


uploaded some pictures took recently. went over to visit my cousin this noon with mom. she is very optimistic. she was so strong when she told me how she found out the cancer, the medical expenses and everything. she lost her hair, her appetite and of course her weight dropped drastically. a petite woman standing at only 39kg. really felt sad for her. i tried to talk to her, asking her about her conditions. do hope i have more funny things to tell her, but nothing come out from me. seeing how xueting visit her everyday made me so ashamed of myself. i seem to be the only one who is doing nothing for her. xueyin bought a jigsaw puzzle for her. this 2 months will be the most terrible months for her. she have to undergo treatments whereby it will be the most painful one.? left together with xueyin and off to jurong point to meet her parents.had kfc. ing was there too.but we're not fated to meet. he called when i reached home. thought we will meet another day le. decided to have a short nap before dinner at 6pm. slept for less than 1/2 hour, brother walked in and wake me up. he said he was on the way to my house and will be reaching in 5 more minutes. on hearing that, really feel like scolding him. came without telling me. woke up, changed and went down to meet him. went over to 7-11. he bought alot of junk food back to camp. no wonder his figure, going horizontally instead. and ya, he made something for me. a frame made of straws and a picture of us. can see the effort in it. another small disc in heart shape with that song inside. ai hen jian dan. supposingly to be 'our song'. chatted a little at my void deck before he went back to camp. don't know why his perfume still lingered around me.
how i wished that it was someone else who is doing all these. but nonetheless, i'm still touched by what he did. i need someone to protect me but i dont wanna try anymore. told alot of people that i will not get into relationships anymore. seem to be an excuse that i am using to turn them off. who is the right one for me.?


almost overslept this morning. luckily is that someone called me at 7.30am. if not, i think i am going to sleep past 9am. first half of work was relaxing. stood around, walked around, chatted around and passed 6 hours. dinner was not that bad either. there's this pervertic guy from work who keep snapping our photos. he's not those kind who took people's pictures without them knowing. we knew it. lucky is that the guys scolded him today. see if he dare to do it again. decided to have cakes after work. went over to coffee bean. got one extra cheesecake and snapple for free. details shall not be elaborated.
not much work next week. was thinking of where to go next week. told py that we will do some cheap activities. suggested swimming to her. she suggested jurong complex. anyone interested.?

first time in my life. i cooked something for my mother. she came home at 10 plus and said she's feeling hungry.i suggested instant noodle to her and she asked me to cook. so i went ahead to cook the noodle. had diced pork and egg inside. guessed it was a bit salty because she asked if i added the msg. i finished the noodle. she did too. something small i did for mom today. life is so unpredictable. one of my cousin had cancer. she did not let much people know. didn't know about it only until today. she's only 30 plus. mom kept asking me to go and visit her together with xueyin. i do wish to go..but i have no idea what to say to her when i see her. hates this kind of situations where i totally don't know what to say to other party. just hope that she will recover sooner. don't really know her that well. but still, was a bit shocked to hear that. hope she get well soon. hope she is fine.
working tomorrow. sleeping early tonight. little bro seem to be sick. came back from chalet in the noon. slept the whole noon,eve and went to sleep at 8 plus. heard him saying that he's cold when there's no fan nor air-con. humans are so fragile. you all just take care too. i missed my tv show. off now.!

finally.we girls finally made it to sentosa. supposed to meet at 9am at harbourfront interchange and ended up we were late.almost late for an hour. took the shuttle bus in and headed straight to palawan beach. bought a bottle of suntan lotion and started tanning. this trip was a short one. stayed till 2 plus and left le. went to harbourfront for pasta.pastamania. left for work after that.
had great fun with the girls today. hope they did too. body itching now. had some tan. don't really like my body. not evenly tanned.patches here and there. tired now. staying home tomorrow. so long never stay home in the noon le. yawns. light off.

another shopping day.mmet up with jane at jurong point.12pm somemore. hurried down..and ended up, i am earlier than her.always felt so pressurized when going out with her. shopped around.had lunch and off to west mall. shopped for less than a hour and off to town to meet oli. she met ming and so we separated for awhile. shopped with oli at Ps. guorong came and met us. went over to cineleisure to meet jane and ming. shopped for flip-flops. went over to orchard point for ramen. discussed where to eat for rong's birthday.went over to bugis after that. shopped and shopped and shopped. both legs super pain. bought a necklace, a tee for myself, a tee for brother, a pair of shorts, a pair of slippers and a body buffer. almost spent all i had. i am really broke now. hoping for thur to arrive faster. sentosa and work. don't know how i'm going to work after a day under the sun. thinking of working midnight too. i supposed i will not be able to shop on sunday. am suppose to go shopping with ing. decided to go to pasir ris and tampines. places that we seldoms go. looks like i can only window shopping on sunday. arghh..give me some money. people always tell me to look for someone to support me. how easy they put it. i am independent.! must not depend on Guy for financial support. hee..
porkies are going to kbox tomorrow. i will join them if i am 20 bucks richer. but i am not. decided not to go then. home tomorrow. will be able to entertain Lester le. yawnss.. waiting for the arrival of thur. nights all.

four bucks earned today.for washing few plates.haa, easy money from my little brother.

monday again. boring day i had. slept the whole noon. received py's sms in the morning. er, it's noon. called her..and chatted a little on her hp.watched tv. chatted a little with another him and back to bed. woke up when oli called. a little disappointed to hear that oli dont want to work anymore. left with me and py. two of us staring at each other.? haa.. work was as usual. last night was quite alright. just don't like china people. expect us to do this and that with only 2 person inside the whole room? assigned to work at rosewood with only boh teck. two of us serving 17 people. they were all drinkers. was pouring red wine until the red wine ran out.bt went out.left with me alone inside the room. the host demanded that the food to be served faster. expect us to top up the red wine. no food no red wine. what am i suppose to do. told him to wait a little while and he wanted to talk to the manager. luckily the f&b manager was there too. our service was lousy last night. anyhow portioned the food. both of us kept hoping that the whole dinner will end soon. the host thinks he is some big shot. wanted to complain to the GM of the hotel. refused to pay for the red wine they drank. suck to the core. pay little and expect to get alot. oli, yun and me were totally separated during last night work. i supposed 3 of us got the easiest job individually. went for supper with them after that. went to a bar initially. sat down for less than 15 minutes and they checked our Ic. minimum age for girls is 23.too bad..we are young..haha.so in the end, we settled at meridien's food court.laughed alot last night. that stupid fool was damn funny. every things he said seem to make everyone laughed. i suppose work become more interesting with him around. joker.
think i will be too broke to shop this week. too much work and we complain. too little work and we complain too. i am bored at home. how i wished i am at work now.

went shopping for these 2 days. bought few things. spent close to $200 in 2 days. horrible. bought the purple bag from little match girl which i had targeted since long long ago. bought a skirt, a top, a pair of slip-in, facial scrub and that bag. many more things to buy. lots of desires. hoping to save few hundreds for this holiday. seem quite impossible now. maybe i will really try to save some. had lots of fun with the 3 girls today. shopped since 4 plus..and chatted at spinelli. let's have a shopping trip again next week. next things on the list will be jeans and bag for schooling.
maybe i shouldn't go shopping with oli. both of us are really horrible. bought things without much thinking. but i like shopping with her. hee..more to come hor.? see you girls on sat. working on sat and sun again. weekends' gone again. but who cares..as long as there's money. everyday's weekends to me.not much difference anyway.off to bed soon.

i'm everything i am because you loved me.

Personality: Here comes "Ms. Sunshine" or shall we say "sunflower?" You radiate a cheerful environment wherever you go and therefore it takes a lot for you to lose your happy composure. You love to receive compliments and immediately have good impressions on people who feed you that. Derogatory comments aren't welcome because you take them too personal. Helping the needy is one way for you to gather up more strength.

Love Tendency: Bright, strong and beautiful. You possess these qualities that men are just mad about. That's why you find yourself in a comfortable situation. Unlike other women, you have the choice to choose one out of plenty. Although men surround you like flies, the tendency to feel lonely occurs because you identify yourself as a romanticist.

Life: You are strong woman mentally. This sense should be of good use if you start a small business of your own. You are in for a comfortable ride of a lifetime, although it might take some time to find your potential husband.

Match

Good Match:B-type of Aries, Leos, Sagittarius, Libra and Aquarius are great matches in every manner. You attract many men but be careful that you choose someone who you will not look down upon. B-type and O-type Gemini, O-type Libras, and A-type Sagittarius are also good for you.

Bad Match: AB-type Scorpios and Taurus will frustrate you because they are all words. You find it difficult to dig deep into their true intentions and desires.

found this while reading lester's blog. seems to be quite true for me.

found another in my email.
date 11 of the month: You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover will always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be happy to hand around the one you love.



back from work.worked midnight again.worked from 11am to 230am. today's work was relaxing. did nothing much in the noon and then it's a INDIAN dinner. was totally horrified by the mention of it. told andy that i want to be just a drink server..and he placed me to be the vip server. i am not trying to be racist, but i really cannot stand their 'scent'. kept hoping that the whole dinner will end soon..but as the dinner came to an end, received one big news. specialization's result is out. was rather scared when i heard oli getting into tourism..because i know my chances are very slim..and true enough, i got into Human Resources. almost cried out when i knew it. really hard to accept. seem that all of you all got into tourism except me. why do i have such poor luck.? well, all i have to blame is myself..for not doing well in the common tests. good thing is that i still have ming and soonjie in the same specialization as me. not looking forward to school reopening at all. new environment, new classmates, new friends.

-olivia-
no more skipping lectures together. no more lunch breaks together. no more meeting at busstop together. no more sitting together in the same tutorial. maybe we will even drift apart.. lesser topics to talk about when we meet next time.. let's enjoy the time we have now. i am going to miss you..when school starts. how do i live without you.?

wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

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My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!