fallen

read the papers after 9pm show. tears fell while reading one news. similar thing. 2 lives taken away. the girl was only 19 this year. going uni in a month's time. can't help but to think of wl. while 'shan hu hai' plays in my mp3 player, memories of her kept repeating. sometimes, i think she's still around, just that we didnt contact or what.. entering into the 5th month she left. browsed thru my phone that day. saw the thumbnail pic stored in her number. i still remembered the pic was taken at amara's back lane, while we were waiting for dinner to be served. she was leaning near the partition then. when i went back to work, the partition was still there. somehow, there's always this emptiness when i'm back. change in uniform. she never have the chance to try the new uniform. i remembered she used to take size 63. other sizes will be too short for her. the mac sessions we had after work. the times we do OT together. playing cards game with the playing cards we made. made to kiss her B****** for forfeit. she loved the glutinous fried rice wrapped in lotus leaf. i love ee fu noodles. the few times i worked recently, there's no ee fu noodle. all glutinous fried rice. not as nice as before. perhaps the mentality has changed thus the rice doesn't taste as good as before.

i guess nothing can take her place in our hearts. as time passes, i still find myself missing her alot. though we didn't say it out, i believe everyone miss her alot. the pain may has lessen but it will never be gone. i love her smiles. her laughters.

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

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My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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