fallen

till now, i still couldn't believe that she's gone, forever.
the call received on 2/2/06 shocked me a great deal. my whole body went weak when i heard that she's brain dead. how can it be..
she was such a nice girl. always cheerful, always had a smile on her face. someone to confide in. the first one i confide in when i had my r/s probs. always keep her mouth zipped with the secrets. i never never thought she will leave us just like that.
i held her hand. if only she could hear us, feel us. my heart aches very much when i see her there. she don't look like the Weiling we know.
when i closed my eyes and tried to sleep, images all her appeared. images of her laughing away, images of her when she's in uniform. images of her singing. her chirpy voice, the way she sings when we were in ktv. we only had one potluck, one ktv session. we wanted to have more but there won't be a chance anymore. there wont be 5 of us again. i won't see her smiling at me anymore. i wont hear her calling me 38 qi anymore. i never thought she will leave so fast. i'm one friend lesser.

i remembered she loves the apple strudel i had for my bithday 05. both of us were still scraping the remaining pieces. no wonder we 2 used to be the fattest among the group.

her birthday celebration 05. one more month to her 21st. no more.

celebrating sand's birthday. how can we be complete without her.

the one and only potluck session at her place. her pig organ soup simply nice.

i never have the chance to tell her how much i cherished her as a friend or maybe more than just a friend. we all love her..really love..

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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