Saturday, January 21, 2006
1/21/2006 12:55:00 AM

i'm not crying but why is it that my eyes are wet?
i'm not supposed to probe into his business anymore but why am i still doing so?

i hate myself.
i hate her.

a phone conversation with an ex colleague in the middle of last night left me tearing. he was right. i should have gone to him when thing went wrong. late. too late.

he had let me go. he seem to have a better life. i should not look backward.. i should be firm..
will i be able to let go of him, everything?
i dont know.

all i know is, he's the one i loved most. the one i put in the most effort.

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and as you move on, remember me, remember us and all we used to be.
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