fallen

i was wrong. you guys were wrong.
he won't be back anymore.

i hate myself.
for not being able to be a good gf.
i didn't do enough when he's around.
now that he's gone, i started regretting.

i bidded goodbye to his friends.
my heart hurts alot.

he's so close.
yet i can't even hold him close to me.
i can't even hold his hand.
i wanted to hug him but i can't

i looked into his eyes.
i knew he's not gonna be mine anymore.

i never expect this outcome.
never never never.

i fell asleep crying.
i found myself crying again when i wake up.

i miss the smile on his face.
i miss the way he hold me close.
i miss him saying 'ilu'.
i miss his silly tone.
i miss chatting with him in msn.

I still LOVE him...

The Writer

wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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