fallen

i'm very pissed today. very.

firstly, i went work at 7am today. work was alright initially. after few hours, i started feeling uneasy. weird feelings in the stomach and head. slight headache became major. vomitted again. no choice but to end work at 2pm. fell asleep in the changing room. took money at 3pm. took cab home and the disaster starts.
the main door was changed. i knew it. i thought dad took the key. but no, my bro told it. called him 20 times. no response. called dad. called mom. ended up sitting at the stairs since 3plus. fell asleep again. this time round, i slept for half an hour. woke up seeing someone walking towards my flat. my elder brother! very happy to see him because he had also become another victim.!! and i realised i drooled when i was sleeping!!!! alot lorr.
went to the coffeeshop with him. sat and ate. waited till 5plus after my bro's oral. sickening. bad headache kills. and i don't know why i kept crying when i called my family. my tears just came out when my darling called.
i dont know how to describe the feeling. lost? hopeless? felt really bad.

on a lighter note, today is the 15th again. 8th month. darling coming over for 'dinner' soon.

/me gone.

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

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