fallen

i'm supposed to be sleeping now.
what am i doing here?

had a belated birthday celebration for the July's Birthday girls. Oli and Shan. Met them at West mall after their graduation. chose not to attend the ceremony but i caught the whole ceremony via the internet.
was quite interesting watching people receiving their certs on the stage. saw many many friends of mine. Some received lots of awards. often, i wondered, how will i be like if i am one of them? haha. too late for regret.
anyway, dinner started very early. Had dinner at Mayim with the Porkies. didn't really like the dishes today. (that explains why i feel so hungry now)
sang the birthday song, took pictures, shopped and it's home sweet home.
Wanted to watch Superstar very badly. Wanted to see how that blind guy sings. Maybe i will wait for the repeat.
I'm really getting very fat. sighs. wanted to exercise badly but no motivation. ate lesser these days but the weight doesn't seem to drop. sad case. Even my Love commented that i am FEI! double sadness. hahaha. Current weight has shot up to xx Kg!! only my close ones know. haha. bought some slimming pills but i am scared of the after effects. heard that i'll be precipitating fats out. so scary!
maybe i will take it easy and slim down eventually. give me time...

been thinking of how to celebrate my 20th birthday..wanted something different from the past..something which i have not done before.. am thinking of a chalet but my bro said that should be for my 21st. a bbq?? but sound a bit troublesome leh. sian. few more weeks for me to think through..

right now, i'm heading to bed..

my recent thoughts:
as i grow older, i realised i am having lesser friends. i need a true buddy. someone who really understand my everything...that someone whom i am not afraid to disclose everything.. someone like her... where are you now...

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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