fallen

Goodbye Tekong. Goodbye my Love. 12th March 2005. The long awaited date.
My boy has embarked on a new journey of his life.

Yesterday:
stayed over at his place last night. had supper at Chomp2 again. took a stroll back from Chomp2 and out to meet his friends again. came back at 2 plus. helped him with his goldfish. that pathetic little thing was too bloated and couldn't settle at the bottom of the tank and it's floating up. we tried means and ways but none works. da-dang, i thought of an idea and placed that little thing in a small turtle tank and put it into the tank. this idea worked. the fish doesn't float up and therefore able to rest. by the time we settled all these, it was already 4plus. lay our bed and i fell asleep with my boy besides me.

This morning:
was waken up by Jesper. *&^%$#@*&. he called several times at 7plus. washed up and took breakfast with him and his sis.
bathed. changed. out of his house. SAF Ferry Terminal. Pictures. boarded ferry at 11am. teared in the ferry. i promised not to cry in front of him but i couldn't help it. 11.15am. reached Tekong. he went for his briefing while we went for a camp orientation. went to the auditorium and watched a video clip. i fell asleep several times! they took the oath, sang the national anthem and we went to the cook house. western food. i hope the food is as nice as today all the times. finished lunch. He walked us to the Jetty. i held his hand. i wanted so much to give him a hug and a kiss. i wanted to cry. i held back my tears. reached the jetty, time for us to go. i looked into his eyes, i swallowed some saliva. eyes seem to get wet. i blinked my eyes so that tear will not fall out. he smiled. i forced a smile too. he passed me his house keys. i touched his hand for one last time. we turned and walked away. my heart ached. we boarded the ferry. i sat alone. i controlled my tears. i don't want his parents to see me cry. i pretended looking around. i smsed him when i reached home. he replied. i finally cried. he asked me to think of our happy things. i looked at our pictures. i cried.

24th march. his first book out. my first exam on the same day. i miss him. i want him. i need him.

i am tired. i need some sleep. i still miss him. i really do.

he piggy-backed me.

outside the ferry terminal.

that cheeky boy with his parents.

the last picture of him with his hairr.

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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