fallen

Year 2005. My first entry of the year. Hours ago, i was feeling damn damn sad. Why do such things have to happen to me...somemore this is the second time... i had to spend my New year pathetically ALONE again. yes, alone.
went over to kevin's house to put xueyin's present and saw old friends like martin and yanda. my mood started changing when i received his call at 9plus..saying he has to work till 3am. teared while bathing. i really hate the feeling of controling my tears. had to control not to cry while on the bus to kevin's house..reached there, luckily there's joker martin and yanda around... took some photos with kevin and decided to come home.

feeling rather sleepy now. wanted to prepare some work for the coming week but my tired eyes are giving way. shall go take a short sleep while waiting for my boy to come. he agreed to have supper with me after his work.

school work is starting to get busy. have quite a few things in my list that are due next week. i'm getting from bad to worse. attended lessons only on mon, wed and fri this week. received one warning letter in less than 1 month. i guess there is more coming in. without His nagging, i think i will not attend those 9am lectures. glad that i went for the lectures though.

So, as the new year is here..i hope...
-to attend tutorials and lectures more regularly.
-to fare better in the last semester of my poly school life.
-to save a sum of money for my future trip with Him.
-to have more time with my family. (especially my mom)
-to have some more time for friends and cousin.
-to find a job of my interest after i graduate. ( hotel line preferred)
-maybe a part time course for further studies?

my brother told me that every year end, there will be some unhappy happenings. last year, anita mui passed away. this year, the tsunamis. let's hope that year 2005 will be a better one.. i hope, i hope.. nightsss~

The Writer

wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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