fallen

it's the 14th today. one more day and it will be the 15th. our 2nd month together. wow, i feel as if we have been together for ages. Lao3 Fu1 Lao3 Qi1 feeling. hahaha.

IS day today. BHE was fun. Dear ming ming and py always the LAST group to finish. went to J8 after our lessons and BF came to join us. shopped around for formal wear. had dinner at food court and home sweet home. he went to his friend's birthday celebration after that. didn't want to tag along for fear of being left out. went home with Mingming. both of us slept on the bus journey home. damn tired.

mom cooked my share of dinner. no choice but to eat again when i reached home. no wonder my weight started shooting up these days. i am quite disgusted by myself actually. i felt SO Fat. had no problem wearing that size 27 jeans of mine this morning. butts expanding. waist doesn't feel like a waist anymore. flappy arms that bounce when hitted. big thighs that can be squeezed easily. even my boy agreed that my arms are flappy. :( (i thought they should be muscular.)

i guess i must stop eating at this rate if not i will definitely have problem buying clothes for New Year. i dont want to look like a Bao Zhang going around house visiting. give me some advises for dieting.

and yes, finally persuaded mingming to go to the Bangkok field trip. wong soonjie going too. hahaha. and my roommate will be Michelle. the trip will be from Feb 20-23th. so looking forward. and it only cost $250. hahaha. good deal?
can i 'mai dong xi, chi dong xi' in Bangkok?

one presentation on coming mon. not even a single bit of preparation done. outfit not decided. notes not prepared. questions not ready. only thing done is the namecard done by my boy. luckily he helped me with it.

i'm feeling super broke this week. or rather these few weeks. no work at all. no shopping in a long long time. all window shopping. i want to get:
-that flesh imp denim skirt. ($49.90)
-that G2000 blazer ($59.90)
-G2000 skirt ($25)
-a proper bag for presentation ($)
-New Year clothes ($$)
-New Jeans ($$$)
i'm going $_$. haiz. give me some money. anyone owing me money please show yourself now!!!

oh ya, i am such good girl. i attended all 4 lectures since monday. one more to go tomorrow but i think i am giving it a miss. might be going to the Napha. cant possibly bring a laptop along. anyway, i think i better go to bed now. pimples can't wait to pop up now. nightsss.

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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