fallen

event of the month: pimple outbreak again. simply hate it.

thoughts of the day:

1. couldn't understand why and how some human can forget the one they used to like/love in such short time. couldn't understand why they can say 'i love you' few months back and now saying 'i love you' to another person. saying/doing things to hurt the one they used to love dearly.. weird isn't it.

2.was chatting with one friend just now... got to know him when i'm working at Ohs. almost get together with this guy before P. that was few months back. few months later ( less than 3 months), he told me he's MARRIED. married to a chinese girl. happily in love now. was rather shocked to know that he got married in such a short time. but still , it's non of my business anymore.

3. my mood is going up and down again. can get upset with him easily these days.. pimple outbreak. assignments due date.
met him twice this week but both days was short. i am greedy. i want more. he seem to be unhappy but he doesn't want to tell me. this makes me sad again. as a gf, shouldn't i at least share some of his unhappiness? he wanted an early enlistment if not for me.. i don't want him to enlist so early. i am selfish again. hoping to celebrate Chinese New Year, Valentine's Day, his birthday with him before he goes for the enlistment. i pray that that will be after May.

finally done with the assignments that are due this week. peaceful week ahead. no assignment. no test.

off to bed soon. need some beauty sleep badly.

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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