fallen

this Christmas, i know i am not going to be unhappy. few minutes ago, i deleted one of my blogs. that blog contains all my sadness and tears. used to cry silently and all i can do is to post my entry to that secret blog.
now, i'm able to delete that blog without thinking twice. it was a nightmare. i don't even want to recall the past. i'm happy with what i have now.
i am thankful that i found him...Pauland Loh. thankful that he's around to give me comfort when i needed him. thankful that he don't mind traveling from his place to my place to have lunch with me when i'm sick. thankful that he's planning to go to Bintan together with me, not minding sitting at the playground watching the kids, crapping together with him, biting him damn hard.

as the date draws close, that bad thing that happened to me on the last day of 2003 come to my mind again. seriously, it will never be forgotten. i will never forget the amount of tear i cried that night, the loneliness i felt when everyone else was out there having fun. i am grateful that at that moment, i still have my friends to console me.
i thank that guy for giving me such a Memorable New Year.

anyway, have a merry merryful Christmas. i'm going to prepare now. might be watching that show i'm waiting for long long ago. Kungfu Hostile. May all the bad things that happened to me be gone with the wind...

The Writer

wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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