fallen

Finally went to Chomp Chomp. met up with him after separating with the guys in town. took 105 to Serangoon and met him. Chomp was not as great as i imagined. lots of food but nothing reallly caught my attention. we had fried carrot cake, satays and sugarcane juice. both of us were really full. stomach bulging out. home after the supper. though it's only a short while we met up, but words cannot describe how i actually feel. wanted so much to spend every min, every sec together with him.
we ogle at pretty girls together. we use sarcastic words on each other all the times. we have lots of fun together. words really cannot explain how much he mean to me. never want to lose him.
flu today. sickening. made me feel like crying while on the journey back home. his casual remark hurted me a little. that cabby was very irritating. kept talking to me when i needed some peace. no choice but to entertain him. tears dropped the moment i stepped into the house. inferiority building up within me again. always feeling this way whenever i'm in a relationship. i want to be prettier, more clever too, but i can't. he's the one i want and i hope i'm the one he want too.
nights people, i'm off to bed soon.

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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