fallen

4.32a.m and i'm still online. chatting with him seem to be my only motivation for everyday. looking forward to coming online all the times. my menses is torturing me mentally lor. put on my blackest face during 1st half of work. forsake Ot for the sake of coming back home and chat with him.
i guessed i will not work any more Ot. sick and tired of it. chose not to go work tomorrow. initial working time is 11am but got someone to replace me for work. gonna put aeroplane on olivia. she's alone. but she has got her bf. it's okay hor?
tomorrow's 9th. guessed yun and oli wont be free for me. they are not free for me all the time anyway.
sometimes, it really puzzled me to see people behaving differently. split personality? just don't understand why they react so strongly to something i see as trivial. anyway, it's none of my concern. don't like the way some use when at work.
had the same feeling as olivia. if can, i think i will not work here anymore. no same feelings like before le. used to have zhonghui and guys, now it's just like a ghost town with not much people. high turnover rate. this explains why. that day, when zh and gimson came back, seem so fun...though they're not working.. seeing them back at the hotel is like bringing back the past.

i actually threw my temper at people when at work on last saturday. that table of guest kept asking for wine when we're not supposed to serve them. walked in and out to the bar several times. grrr, my pekcek-ness shows when i am busy.. so dont piss me off when i am at work.

i wish i can dont go to bed.

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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