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Tuesday, September 07, 2004
9/07/2004 12:38:00 AM tonight is such a cooling night. cold breeze. blackout again in the early night but once again, i am not affected. lucky me is soo fortunate to survive all the blackouts. 2 days off from school. E-learning. the thought of school and projects reallly turn me off. wanted so much to do some projects but my laptop CMI. IE is laggy like hell. pressed dont know how many umpteen times of alt+ctrl+del to end the tasks. going to work tomorrow. alone. morning. i'd rather work than study. or maybe bring me back to tb12. that will give me at least some motivation to study. as we go on, we remember..all the times we had together. sighingg.. i wished i can be cleverer. studied so much but also no use. everything means nothing if i ain't got you baby. somehow..i've managed to convince myself that i can live alone too. i don't need someone just to survive. i will go out when there's programmes, stays home if there's nowhere i can go. some people will just be passer-bys in your life. some had passed by me. some crossed my life. some didn't even step into my life. some made impacts to my life. some changed my thinkings. some matured my thinkings. some made me grows. some made me cry. some made me laugh. all the somes can't even be compared to a single him. sometimes, i really envy what a beautiful life people are having..they've got rich parents, caring bfs and lots of friends.. look what i've achieved now.? can i use the word ' beautiful' to describe my life? definitely not. studies cannot make it. r/s cannot make it. ruined my studies. got into a specialisation which i don't like. blamed it on myself. we'll make it through and i hope you are the one i share my life with...blah blah.. i don't wanna run away but i can't take it i dont understand...blah blah.. is there any way that i can stay in your armss.. -my all time favourite song. the night is still soo young. don't even feel like sleeping. maybe i'll just lie on the bed and waste my life away..nightss. |
The Writer ![]() wanQi. 11 Aug - Leo not a girl. not yet a woman. 22 going 23. This is a log of what's happening in my life. My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal! Your Says |