Thursday, September 02, 2004
9/02/2004 01:46:00 AM

tired of my life. sometimes i can really be so happy until i can almost fly up but sometimes my heart can just sink right down into the bottom. skipped lessons today. i'm really tired. there's no mood for everything. had dinner with xueyin. we had a nice chat standing near her window, with the cool breeze.
she always tell me i'm still young and got a long way to go ahead.i know i am. mixed feelings. the heart wanted so much to try out this r/s but on the other hand scared of getting hurt once again. the mind being more rational, always think of all the bad sides of the r/s.
who doesn't want to be loved and doted on.? i wished for one too. just as i thought i had found mine, he doesn't seem to be the one. he's the one i thought i can move on with...after the last breakup. for now, i don't want to think of the future. shun qi zi ran. he once said that ' if we are fated, we will be tgt.'

if i have the ability to change you, i wouldn't. i just hope that you will change yourself for me. i know you are who you are.

girls. friday's still on? i want go somewhere. to chill. to talk. to cry? wahaha..kidding. nights.
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