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5th aug 2003.

time passed.

5th aug 2004.

do you remember? i still remember so much.

29/7/03 - met you for the first time in Np. a tuesday. you were wearing that black Levis tee. we went Net restaurant for lunch. you accompanied yun and me for facial at orchard. you waited for us. 2 hours plus. dinner at Ps. Secret Recipes. took train back with you.

02/08/03 - went work at furama. remembered you, jes and yun waited for me. you all bought tickets for 'wrong turn' at west mall. took a cab there. watched the 2330 show. supper at kopitiam and we 2 walked home together.

05/08/03 - went suntec for movie. watched 'good time bed time' with jes, yun and you. had dinner together with zh and yh. took bus 61 home with you. you held my hand in the bus. we had a long talk at the playground. that night was filled with happiness.

09/08/03 - national day. met you. played pool with your friends at meridien. roy came and picked us up. went over to marina square. bought tickets for 'homerun'. had dinner at magic wok. didn't manage to see the fireworks as we were in the wrong place. you promised to watch it this year. went to kent ridge park after movies. supper at timah. cheese prata. was home at 430am. was tired but really enjoyed the day with you.

15/08/03 - 1st time you said 'wo ai ni' to me. 1st time you cooked for me. i remembered i was very happy that day.

02/09/03 - one day before your enlistment. met you at timah. met your friends. went home with you for dinner with your family and back to meet them again. was a sad day.

03/09/03 - the day of your enlistment. cried almost the whole night before. woke up at 5 plus in the morning and saw your smses. cried immediately. wanted to send you off but had a test in the morning. couldn't concentrate during the test. did the test very badly.

13/09/03 - your 1st visiting day. your parents came and picked me up. bought alot of food for you. saw you botak for the first time. played games with you all. saw weiming there. missed you alot.

28/09/03 - py's birthday. really enjoyed myself. had fish & co. at glass house. went fort canning after that. bought a cake together with him for py. played games. took pictures. most enjoyable outing i had with them. no more anymore.

03/11/03 - not a good day. you were hospitalised. was worried for you. accompanied you at Nuh the whole day. went home with your parents and da gu ma. got lost at the car park. funny incident.

24/12/03 - christmas eve. had a quarrel with you while at the company. went home after work. rushed the cushion for you. damn ugly. went your house. had dinner together with you. only us. you showed your mom the cushion. we went off to clementi. you had 2 bowls of minced meat noodle. laksa for me. took train to pasir ris to meet eric they all. almost vomitted on the journey. off to cosy bay. back your home in the morning.

25/12/03 - steamboat after we woke up.

27/12/03 - last movie with you. scary movie at west mall. 2345 show. it was damn cold in the theatre. really cold. you didn't give me any warmth.

31/12/03 - last day of attachment. i should be very happy. but i am not. received your call in the office. i thought we will be going out. you told me you're going out with your friends. my heart sank. i went home. i watched the tv. i came online. no one online. i cried. alot. my mom asked me why i'm at home. i tried to smile and pretend i'm not sad. went to bed at 11 plus. was waiting for your call. starting to fall asleep. received a call. i thought it was you. no, it wasn't. yun called. they wanted to come over. but i declined. my brother smsed and asked where i am. told him i am at home. cried myself to sleep.

01/01/04 - i forgot how i spent the new year.

02/01/04 - 2e8's chalet. depressed but i tried to enjoy myself. was thinking of you throughout the whole stay at the chalet. hp never ring.

12/01/04 - waited for you at your void deck for 2 hours plus. i thought we were back to normal. had a talk..didn't we.? why things turned out this way?

18/01/04 - the last straw. the day which mark the end of our relationship. 23:26:20. 34 & 32 no longer linked.

03/08/04 - yesterday. we meet again after more than 6 months. you didn't even see me. so near yet so far. called you. chatted a little with you. we seem so formal with each other..arent we? know what, my heart was really thumping fast when i saw you. wasn't suppose to be there. was at the bus stop ready to go home. received oli's sms. waited for her at the umbrella area and there you are. the feeling came back all of a sudden. all my waste of effort.

don't worry. i am not trying to imply anything. hope we're still friends. i will love you as a friend and nothing more. take care, my friend. hope everything goes well for you. i'm just not the one.

wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
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