fallen

uploaded some pictures took recently. went over to visit my cousin this noon with mom. she is very optimistic. she was so strong when she told me how she found out the cancer, the medical expenses and everything. she lost her hair, her appetite and of course her weight dropped drastically. a petite woman standing at only 39kg. really felt sad for her. i tried to talk to her, asking her about her conditions. do hope i have more funny things to tell her, but nothing come out from me. seeing how xueting visit her everyday made me so ashamed of myself. i seem to be the only one who is doing nothing for her. xueyin bought a jigsaw puzzle for her. this 2 months will be the most terrible months for her. she have to undergo treatments whereby it will be the most painful one.? left together with xueyin and off to jurong point to meet her parents.had kfc. ing was there too.but we're not fated to meet. he called when i reached home. thought we will meet another day le. decided to have a short nap before dinner at 6pm. slept for less than 1/2 hour, brother walked in and wake me up. he said he was on the way to my house and will be reaching in 5 more minutes. on hearing that, really feel like scolding him. came without telling me. woke up, changed and went down to meet him. went over to 7-11. he bought alot of junk food back to camp. no wonder his figure, going horizontally instead. and ya, he made something for me. a frame made of straws and a picture of us. can see the effort in it. another small disc in heart shape with that song inside. ai hen jian dan. supposingly to be 'our song'. chatted a little at my void deck before he went back to camp. don't know why his perfume still lingered around me.
how i wished that it was someone else who is doing all these. but nonetheless, i'm still touched by what he did. i need someone to protect me but i dont wanna try anymore. told alot of people that i will not get into relationships anymore. seem to be an excuse that i am using to turn them off. who is the right one for me.?

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

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