fallen

blackout again. this time a major one. more areas affected. i thought only batok and jurong east were affected. but who knows, sengkang and sembawang were also affected. i am so luckly to survive this again. looked out of my room, the road looks dark. how did those vehicles drive without the roadlights.? puzzled. anyway, lecture today was boring. never talk at all during the whole lecture as i was sitting alone. the feeling sucks. really feel like crying in the middle of the lecture. how i remembered having lectures with oli. how both of us will talk together. never again. haiz. know one more classmate of mine today. she's corinne. used to be in the same project group as her in Is class. she said something like we will stick together in future. haiz. i don't wanna be with her. do i have any other choice.? yes, i have. but both don't seem to work.

idiot oli: i think we're going to drift further and further now that you are not going to work anymore. different specialization. different talking topics. having same lesson only once a week. how are we going to maintain this friendship.? don't go away hor. i need you.
told my mom about schooling today. told her i hate being alone and that maybe i won't be going school tomorrow. she don't seem to understand what i am going through. she said something like without friends can also attend lessons. but to me, i can't. i can't survive without my friends. arghhh. regrets filled my life. how i wished i can turn back time a little. just a little will do. back to the common test week. that's the week that ruined me. if only i didn't waste time doing something, i would have pass the tests at least with better marks. if only, if only. no use saying all these bah.
and ya, some jerks put my pictures on the sggirls website. sickening people. thought it might be some friend of mine who did it. but seem quite impossible. whatever le lah. off.

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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