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happy mother's day. no present for my mom. didn't manage to find any yesterday. going ah ma house later. maybe i will just go and buy a cake for them. feeling quite sleepy now. dragged myself out of bed at 8 plus and accompanied her to the market and breakfast. sunday's the time where there will only be 2 of us together..and can chat. told her what i am doing these days..about school, about work and about life...how things can be soo unfair sometimes. seem that she's still quite against me going out with ing. she thought i was out with him last night and questioned me. told her i was not with him and quickly changed the subject again.
yesterday: ting and the rest were out @ town. wanted to meet them initially. on second thoughts, decided not to. yun's not going. py leaving for work at 5pm. only left with me, ting and the guys. since we'll be meeting on mon, soo i decided not to. met yw in the eve. went city hall. went to suntec to collect my vouchers for levis and royal sporting house. made a fool out of myself @ levis. hahaha..soo paiseh lor. that stupid auntie told me that the letter i'm holding is actually the voucher but i didn't hear her.so i was like..standing there..waiting for her. told her what i want again and she repeated herself. by then, 2 guys working there had already knew what happened.soo xia suay.can felt my face turning red immediately. shopped around. went Times and Carrefour.alright, we did read a little.went off to carrefour.soo many goodies there.bought some keropok for the movies. saw soo many things that i wanted to buy. but i controlled. learnt something new yesterday. now i know how the sensors at carrefour's cashiers work. used to think that it was controlled by the cashier herself but i'm wrongg.the person who invented it is soo creative. or am i increative.? had dinner @ one thai restaurant. had mango salad, tom yum soup, green curry chicken, beef with asparagus and pineapple rice. food not bad but quite exp. went over to Ps for Beautiful Boxer. booked the tickets through online booking. muahaha.. the feeling's soo good when you see the queue is so long and you can get your ticket in less than 5 minutes. the show was nice. very funny. home after the movie. totally worn out. fell asleep in less than 10 minutes bah.

was thinking alot last night. really unsure of what to do. seem that i can only keep them to myself. i don't know what i am going to do. true is that, i do enjoy myself all these while. loves being cared and concerned. but the thing is that.. i don't know what my heart really want. i've no ideas whether they're being real or just someone behind masks. i don't know what they say is real or fake. i don't know what they think of me. are they really trying to understand me more.? or are they rushing into a relationship just because they want to have one.? no idea at all.. i only know time tells.. guys come and go..only the true ones will stay..this is what i believe in. i just want someone who will love me more than i love him. i can do everything within my limits for him. but why is he not the one.? it's always easier to be a cousellor to others but not to ourselves.

i've stopped going to the temple bacause of him. my wishes never come true. told one of my friends. he said that my wishes never come true because god knows he's not worthy of my love. perhaps this is true.

Yun: let's meet up soon alright.? hopefully this week. i know we will. miss u alot. have not been talking to you all these while. seem to have alot to tell you..but they never come to my mind whenever i see you. the beach's waiting for us. i think we will suffer from skin cancer soon. maybe we can go jogging together this holiday. gonna rot at home.

ting: firstly, Happy Birthday to U! hope you have a great day with Mc tomorrow. will be meeting you all tomorrow night.? yes..hope soo. and our next shopping trip.? i'm prepared for it. make it wed.? jane will meet us after her work.and you made me excited for nothing yesterday. told me to prepare saving some money to go on a cruise or tioman with you all. i thought it's for this hol.and when you told me it's year end..i was like..huh! tell me soo early for what lah.! made me happy over nothing. anything lah..i will try to eat lesserr to save some $. see you on mon. actually i am more looking forward to wed instead of tomorrow.you.?

cher: having your tough attachment now. think you hate that company to the core. hopefully you can get a transfer out of that company. now we know what working life is like..after being on attachment. guess ting will be suffering too. 6 months somemore. today's the 9th. 15th is coming. maybe i will skip breakfast and lunch just for that treat of yours..haa.

i think i am being very draggy. nvm. people say that i am naggy.so let it be.

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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