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Friday, March 05, 2004
3/05/2004 12:59:00 AM shall write a bit before i am off to bed..today..5th of March...holds double meaning to me..firstly, 4 years back...soonjie left me..after we came back from St.John Island..i still remember meeting cheryl and yanying at westmall's burger king..that time..really killing me..cried like siao char bor..everytime cried over small little things..waited soooo long for him..but...we're still friends now.haa..but i think we're better off as friends..so fast..time reallly zoomed past..4 years le..but the images are still so fresh inside... had dinner with the 4 of them at..westmall again.this topic came out all of a sudden..haa.sj and me are going to celebrate tomorrow..to celebrate our break-up 4 years back..ming is correct..when things started to settle down..and when you won't feel the pain..that is when you can talk about the past and joke about it..remember the old me..who used to cry alot for him. wanted to wait for him..no matter what happens..and now, i can face him..and joke about it.. he's the one who changed me bah.used to be soo quiet.not so chatty like now..after the breakup, totally changed..to a 38 po...wahaha.. alot of people said that i didn't change much..but i think i'm really changed.perhaps this is called growing up..every relationship is an experience..agreed with it.. as i had said earlier...5th holds another meaning to me..it's the end of one but it's also the start of another relationship...though it's short..but it brought me alot of memories. memories that will never be erased from my mind..though i can't be with him anymore...to share his laughters..his sorrows..but i'll still wish him all the best..to keep him in my heart..is what i can do now.. to you: if you happen to read this and you know who you are..don't worry.i'm not trying to do anything..i know there's someone in your mind..just thought of today..which is the 5th again..and here i'm..writing a little.. alright..shall go sleep now.promised to go sleep at 1215 to wake up and study tomorrow..but..again..i overshot..anyway, it's the last paper tomorrow..can't believe that i had already taken 4 papers for the past few days..but it's not going to get easier..going to do project after test tomorrow..projects deadline lining up..gosh..last week,had this sudden urge to stop schooling..lost interest in studying again.but luckily,presevered..told myself..what can i do if i stop here..housewife? nooo...definitely not now...when i don't have any target..keep psychoing myself..to study..study..and study..i must at least endure this last year..not going to stop here..hmm..after this long entry, starting to feel a bit hungry..really going to sleep now.yawnss...will we still be meeting tomorrow?!?! hope so hor...nights. |
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