fallen

once upon a time..all of us were blissfully in love..we talked about all our happy stuff and laughed together..now, i don't see that at all..what i see now, is us getting hurt one by one.
guys: stop making promises that will never be fulfilled. do you all know that broken promises are what that hurt most.

.the promise to watch fireworks together on National day. the promise to be together for a lifetime.? stop trying to hurt me..will you? stop trying to tell me that she's the one you love.. do you enjoy seeing me being sad? do you know i was keeping back my tear when i told you to accept her last night.? we used to be soo in love or is it only me who's in love? all of a sudden, your attitude changes..till now, i still don't know what went wrong. from your blog...i know she's the one you know before our break-up..she's also the one why you choosen to give up on me.? i hate her..or rather, i hate you too.. from the start till the end, i did think of giving up..but i really tell myself to hold on..maybe a miracle will come one day.i waited..miracle did not come..what came was heartbreak and tears..

everywhere brings me thoughts of you..when i'm working, i thought of the time we worked together. when i'm at ps, i thought of the time we took our first and last lovegety. when i'm at the toy department, i thought of the time i accompanied you to taka. when i walked past meritus mandarin hotel, i thought of the dental appointments you used to go. walking past sakae will bring back memories i had with your family. i don't get it..you know? what have i done wrong? did i love you not enough or am i not the one all along.? why can you be sooo devastrated over her...i really don't understand..no one tell me why. you didn't..no one did.

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
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