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first day of the week.a blue monday.raining the whole morning and afternoon.rainy days seem to make life even lonelier.went school for project in the morning..feeling kind of moody these few days..no lesson today so i'm back home after the project.. my day is totally spoilt because of one incident..just feel that..why am i the one to be blamed..when the fault is not on me.? not my problem yet i still have to go and find solution for it..reallly sucks!

was chatting with him on the phone last night when his mom came back..she took over the phone and talked to me..told me to ask him to sleep earlier, talk during the weekends..as he have to wake up at 5 plus to go back camp...felt so embarrassed..keep saying ok..ok..after she passed the phone back to him..immediately i told him to go and sleep..and we ended the conersation..few minutes later, he called again..i didn't pick up.smsed him..told him to go and sleep as i don't want his mom to nag at me again..he called several times after that..i never pick up once..was doing the project last night..and it's like..quite irritating..i know yun's going to say that i'm bad...yes.i also think i'm..but...

was thinking alot these few days..that's the reason why i am feeling mooody bah..came to a decision this morning. i think im going to isolate myself..from him.. perhaps my mom is correct. was having breakfast with her yesterday when she asked me about sat's movie..asked me who i was with and i told her it's ing..told her i asked my brother along because i don't want to be alone with him..and she asked me.."then why keep going out with him if you don't want to be alone with him?"...replied her question..didn't really go on..i know that my mom dont like me to go out with him..that's why i never tell my mom who i am with whenever i am with him..feeeling super confused now...should i go on or should i not? am i giving him the wrong impression? do i like him or am i just lonely? ..i wish someone is here..to tell me..

stupid keyboard giving me problemss now.

wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
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