fallen

school ended at 3pm yesterday.met up with cousin xueyin and we went to jurong point.sat in Mos Burger and chatted. went her house after that. was supposed to meet him de. waiting for his call for the whole day. received his sms at 7pm. Kao..he said he cannot meet me and changed it to today. i was damn disappointed lor.stayed at her house till 10pm.she sent me to the busstop.on the bus home, thought of alot of things. decided to wait for him under his block.reached there ard 10 plus..stood and waited for him till 12 plus?! saw him approaching.can see his shock face. found somewhere to sit and talk. dear cher smsed me while we are in the middle of the conversation.thank you for your concern.at least i know that you still rem me.haa..
i asked him for his decision. he said he need more time. i was so pissed with the answer lor.i walked away saying i dont want to wait anymore. he called and asked me to return. talked somemore. asked him many questions. asked him is it got other girl le? asked him is it dont love me le? blah blah..after we patched things up, he said he feel like giving me a slap when i asked him is it got other girl..but i still feel something different. his hug dont seem the same as before.? am i thinking tooo much? i also don't know. but it is realllly happy to be receiving his call again.
hopefully everything will be fine from now onwards.was really scared when i see him approaching yesterday. will do my very best to continue this relationship.maybe some will think that it is not worth it. that i should stop. but the memories are just too much for me to end. shall take a step at a time.
hoohoo..going to prepare for school le. take care you allllll.

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11 Aug - Leo
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