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Credits

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home not long ago.was raining sooo heavily.shall recap on what i did today & yesterday. shall start with yesterday.
went to my uncle's house at around 1 plus. gambled a bit then went to my cousin's house. stayed there and chatted till 8 plus before going to meet py and olivia. met py at 9pm and we took train down to city hall to meet oli. headed down to 7-11 straightaway. 3 of us took a long time to choose the drinks. each of us bought 2 bottles and we went to the Esplanade. found a place to sit and we drank, chatted and nibbled on chips for sometime. had a terrible headache till today.was discussing abt today's event and decided to call zh. he was at Ms with Gim, jes they all.he asked us to go down to meet them. both of us were quite tempted to go except for py. soo we tried to psycho her to go and she agreed in the end. took a cab down.around 12am when we reached there.free admission.zh took us in and the music was loud.damn loud. my first time to this kind of place. didn't dance but drank a bit. had a bit fun until the end. yh talked some senses into me. regretted going to this kind of place. will not go again in the near future.
the experience yesterday reallly made me understand something more.why guys love to go? why are people enjoying themselves there? are all girls who go there consider not decent? hmm...alot of things went through my mind last night while on the journey back home..why do he love this kind of lifestyle? do he really like it this kind of way.?
i wish i can know what he want from his side of view. i know i am really stupid to be pinning hopes on him now. but i really cannot control my thinking. i wish i can hate him instead of still loving him. i still wish that he will care for me one day. i dont know what i am thinking also.
went jesper's, yun's and yh's house today.. was quite envious of you all you know? if only, he is still here... if only...
i'm stupid but i realllly loves him.
the emptineesss inside cannot be replace by anyone now. he still have a place in my heart..

wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

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