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Finally! finally i can get to see yours' blogs.. not really in the mood to blog these few days. almost a week has passed since school reopens.attended all the lectures and IS..quite in the mood to study this semester.hopefully i can presevere with this spirit of mine. am i talking rubbish? but seriously, really hope to get better results for this sem. *count count*..have not seen him for about 11 days le..he called 2 nights ago..had a talk with him. talked about what we 2 had been doing for the past few days.. he knew i drank at the chalet. he said that i shouldn't had drank since i don't hold my liqour well..he still cares for me right?! haa...

went back to work at Ohs..gosh..think got 2 months plus never work le bah..suffered from muscle aches today.so jialat. maybe age is catching up with us le. got to admit that we are OLD. quite enjoyed last night's working..the bride is a Korean.oh, she is sooo gorgeous..fair and very elegant. got small eyes like me..wahahaha...but she is prettier..

perhaps i used to be too possessive that i never realize it.. it was until he told me then i realized that. he told me that he had met his friends during these few days. not only those i know but also those that i dont know... he said during these few days.. there are pros and cons..i never continue asking him what is the pro and con.afraid to know that he dont need me at all.. he asked a qns that i myself dont know how to ans.. "do i still love him, like or is it that i am used to him?" i told him the ans is definitely not "xi guan"..i alsoo not sure whether it is love or like now. he also dont know his feelings for me now. sound complicated? haa... i seriously hope to continue this road that i had taken 5 months back.. no matters how tough and hard it will take, i still wish to go on..

had a movie coupon from Ming. 1 for 1 ticket. wanted to sms him this noon.but no action. smsed him not long ago..asked him whether he will be free tomorrow? i hope i wont be disappointed!

To Yun: Happy 5th month to you and Jes..this road wasn't easy for you tooo.. not a bed of roseS? yea...you had your ups and downs too..we knew it. hope that you willl presevere and go on..enjoy tomorrow with your dearest darling.. and hor, i am not angry with you & py.. didn't reply your sms yesterday was because i am changing and rushing to go for dinner. but i did see your sms, about seeing Lionel at Wisma. 4 days in school and i never see him at ALL!! shit de leh... haa..but i'm sure i will have my chance..sound so desperate.but i am not.

i seem to have alot to say leh..i shall not stop. think about what i can write and continue..wahhaa..
muahaha...i think horr..this chalet had brought us alot alot closer le.do you all think so? or am i the only one to think so?
hope that we all can go out together more often and keep it this way..ganbatte ne.

oh yea..attended my first jap lesson today.. it's HARD!! so difficult..ahaah..learnt something today..the pronociations for the jap.. a u i e o...like hanyu pinyin. but more difficult.the writing even hard.mine write le so ugly.perhaps because of my ugly handwriting..attended Business Etiquette lesson. not a bad lesson but i almost dozed off several times. learnt how to do proper handshakes blah blah blah..wah, i sound soo loso sia..hahaha...but nvm.i shall continue.haha..

Np got some new stalls in canteen One..actuallly there is only 2.canteen one has got a new look.new chairs, new tables, and new stalls. Cher: maybe you shld pop in and take a look sometimes..or maybe join me for lunch? haa...i am getting Diminishing Return le.shall go offf soon. tell you all a secret, [ i haven bath yet]...wahahaa.......!!

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wanQi.
11 Aug - Leo
not a girl. not yet a woman.
22 going 23.

This is a log of what's happening in my life.

My motto in life is to live life to the fullest. I'm gonna strive hard for my goal!

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